When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Every time I start watching Grey’s Anatomy, I become all obsessive all over again. I just can’t help it. It was the second day of my Season 5 marathon yesterday and I’ve already watched 10 episodes. Tak boleh dan tak mahu berhenti. Ngeks. Which is why saya tidak sesuai menanti setiap minggu dengan sabar, lalu perlu beli DVD haram. Ampunkan saya.

Oh for the record, I bought the complete set of Season 5 in Jakarta, which only cost me RM2 per DVD. Dan gambarnya berkualiti bangat, dong! Talk about penjimatan berganda!

Yeah, this entry is strictly for fans of the Seattle Grace drama.


So apparently Torres likes to process her thought out loud. So do I! Which is why I write. Sebab tak mahu jadi pain in the you-know-what like Torres, troubling everybody with her every thought. See? Writing this out at 3 in the morning refrain me from calling up the Husband simply untuk bercerita tentang obsesi terhadap Grey’s. Yeay me!

That new addition to the hunky team? Dr. Hunt? He’s hot. Not Sloan-hot or McDreamy-mushy-hot. He’s more like Dr. House-hot. Kereks but hot.

Torres and Hahn? Not so hot. Yucky, in fact. Bleurgh. I’m just glad they are over by the 7th episode. Phew.

Why does Meredith have to overanalyze just about everything? Why can’t she just try being happy? But what do I know? I don’t have the great (and troubled) Ellis for my mother.


The softie Alex? Frankly I like him better when he was a jerk. Bosanlah.

The sight of dead Denny Duquette ghost wandering around, looking all gorgeous dengan mata kuyu dan wajah penuh cinta for Izzie? That’s yummy. Disturbing. But yummy.

Eh kenapa semua episod perlu ada tear-jerking scene? Or is it just me?

I must applaud their team of writers. Terlalu hebat. Terlalu, terlalu, terlalu.

And also the team of people who picked the OST and the background music and what not. Lagu-lagu in Grey’s are always perfect; always the perfect songs for the most perfect time.

I could never be a surgeon. Partly because of you-know-why, but mostly because I guess I’m too selfish; I want to live my own life to the fullest. And yeah, I’m a happy, glowy person in general, so I won’t fit in. Ngeh.

I was so happy for George for finally passing his intern exam. Yeay George!


But I hated him for treating Little Grey that way. Lexie deserves better than that. She’s too cute and happy and bright and oh so very nice. She’s happy and glowy, she's like the anti-Meredith.

And I’m so rooting for Sloan-Lexie union. Adakah benar-benar akan berlaku? Don’t tell me, don’t tell me!

Izzie and Denny-the-ghost are just the sweetest. Walaupun agak creepy bermain cinta dengan seorang hantu. Or is it seekor hantu? Whatever. Sigh. Watching them only makes me miss my husband even more.

I stopped watching at 2.30 a.m. It is 3 a.m. on a working night and I couldn’t sleep. Siapa suruh minum Nescafe malam-malam buta? I’d definitely be stoned tomorrow. I’m an obsessive freak. And I can’t sleep and I've got Court tomorrow. Sigh. Somebody please fix me.