He who has a why to live can bear almost any how
~ Friedrich Nietzsche

Alhamdulillah. The fiancé got transferred to JB. But even that is not good news enough to free me from this misery. Why oh why does this affect me so tremendously? Kadangkala saya begitu kuat, kadangkala saya begini pula, on the verge of breaking down bila-bila masa. Oh Tuhan.

There’s this quote by this fine art artist Marion Howard, "Life is like a blanket too short. You pull it up and your toes rebel, you yank it down and shivers meander about your shoulder; but cheerful folks manage to draw their knees up and pass a very comfortable night." I wonder. Where has the ‘cheerful folk’ in me gone to?

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