Of Sore Throat and Cold Feets

I was a mess these few days. I woke up late for 3 consecutive days, and all days long, I was too tired, too sick and (actually) too manja to do anything. Blame it all on my demam (and my ability to memanjakan diri). All I did were watch tv, talk to him, watch tv some more, eat, talk to him some more, and slept early. Like anything is new? Teehehe.

It started with a flu after eating cendol di tengah2ari buta on Friday, and (forgive the cliche) one thing led to another. With my busy weekends (visiting relatives in Ipoh), I did not get enough rest (selesema perlu rehat untuk pulih cepat. Take it from me who suffers from Sinus problem since kecik. I know.) Makanye menjadi demam yang bawa kepada batuk yang berdentam-dentum. Itu belum lagi masuk tekanan emosi dek result xm yang sudah hampir boleh diketahui.

Haha. I may have exaggerated here and there. As I'm writing this, I am feeling quite okay already. And busy helping Ibu to sediakan hadiah for a program she is handling. Batuk masih ada. Suara agak Rani Mukherjee-like. Woohoo.

Last weekends was my schoolmate, Romlizawati's wedding. I was informed that the nikah ceremony was held on 05/05/05 (such a pretty date). Rom is the 3rd 959 STFian to be married (kan? ke aku ade tinggal sesape?) The 1st was Ijerque yang kini telah menjadi seorang ibu kepada anak lelaki yang comel to the max (I so envy her), and her wedding was attended by sangat ramai batch mates (since she was the 1st to take that leap of fate).

I browsed through Ninie's blog and Rom's Friendster account for Rom's wedding pics. She was a very very pretty bride. (As Ninie put it, memang semua pengantin cantik ke, orang cantik je dapat jadi pengantin? Hehe) The trip seems to be a hell of a good time, and I feel so jaki and rugi for not joining them. Anyhow, I wish Rom and her beau all the best, congratulations, and I hope they will have a blessed and wonderful journey together.

I'd always thought I'd be among those yg kawen awal (I wish!). But right now kawin is certainly not on the top of my to-do list. So many things to be done 1st. Like graduate Honours with good grades (Brrr..) Complete my chambering or find job with JPA untuk bayar utang scholar. Kumpul duit untuk wedding yang comel.

Takut tak kawin? Huhu. I mean, not the wedding per se (nak wedding yang almost perfectla kan?), tapi the marriage tu yang utama. With prospect of not marrying the right person. Or camne kalau MIL tak suke? Or my significant other's family tak suke saya? Huhu God forbid. Dan kalau ada masalah, shouldn't turn to Ibu Bapak anymore, considering that kalau nak kawin tu, supposedly dah jadi a matured, responsible adult la kan? Gentar enggak??? Ngee. But I guess, when fate has brought 2 people into a bond of marriage dalam restu Allah, love will make everything seems easy. Eih?

Ada sesape lagi bebudak STF batch aku (959) yang nak kawin? Sila sila. Please feel free to make me full of envy (and of course happiness la kan) Teehehe.

P/s: Is it too obvious that envy is my current biggest deadly sin? Oopss :P Hehe. I am actually quite content with my life, alhamdulillah.