Life is not always a bed of roses

Sometimes you just have to choose to have either the bed or the roses. And sometimes you just have to be satisfied with neither. Eih?

My Kiki [read: my mom's Kembara] was pecah-masuk-ed pagi ni. Cermin sebelah pemandu was smashed broken into pieces. Anis noticed it this morning mase die nak balik umah die. Imagine my shock dapat call from her mase I was still having my ehem, beauty sleep. Cume ilang Smart Tag and Touch & Go card worth 300++. Jahat gile. Hearsays got me informed that the person who did it was a girl! At 7.30 am! Biar bena? Went to lodge a police report at Sect. 6, and they got my case transferred to Sect. 11 where the IO did a Q&A session, and amek gamba Kiki. Glemer Kiki arini. Sian Kiki. Mesti saket. It was my fault, cuai sgt pegi tinggal mende Smart Tag tu.. alluring la kot. Huh. Kifarah juge maybe. Dod cakap Kiki kene mandi air mesjid. Saye tak caye superstition camtu. But I believe in prayers. Anyway TQ to Far, Dod, and Aniz [& Daud who was so concerned] for being there for Am. Ish ish masyarakat Mesia skrg ni. Crime rate makin hari makin dasyat.

Talking about crime rate, Al-Fatihah buat that poor little girl who was raped and murdered by an Indo worker. Dato Seri Najib commented that haiwan pon baik sikit. Yea, sure, kucing laki jahat gak kat kucing pompuan, main langgar lari je [pastu tinggalkan mak2 kucing jaga anak2 kucing yang kemudiannye di haruan-makan-anak-kan-oleh bapak2 mereka]. Then again, tu sebabla nama die KUCING. Tade otak. Hari2 curi mknn, melepaskan hajat [dan kalu bijak sket, kambus hajat die], tido. Itu je die tau. Allah kasi otak, hati, tamau gune. Baik jadi kucing. Oo wait, kucing pon tanak kasi org jahat macam kau jadi spesis die. "Boleh blah", kata kucing.

Reality bites. Got real terrible marks for File I and I was so frustrated. Eventhough it was not entirely my fault, saye nak take the blame, and apologize to my other partners. Marila kite mempositifkan diri dan berusaha lagi di masa hadapan. Gambate! :-)

Idup skrg memang penat. Semalam balik kol 2 pagi wat keje. I was barely concious then. Bleurgh. Leteh sgt sgt sgt. Any attempt to annoy or irritate me or buat saye nyampah could easily berjaya these days. But I have +ve energy. And I love my friends. Tak relevan. Tapi having them helps. A lot.

Far played cupid for her brother, and today, rombongan meminang telah dihantar dari keluarge Far ke rumah besfren Far di skolah menengah, Edira yang comel lote. Tahniah Far: Bakal dapat kakak ipar yang merupakan besfwen sendiri, dan hasil match making Far. Yeay. It seems like everybody is getting married these days. Percubaan membuat Am yang hidup kebosanan jealous??? Time kaseh. Tak relevan, tapi I think KAU ILHAMKU is a beautiful song.

What do we all want in a man? Security? Rase adored? I personally think an ideal man should have good family background, share the same outlook in life and faith [yang paling penting, JAGA SEMBAHYANG!], is well educated and well mannered. It's a bonus if he's okay-looking. And being a true girls' gal that I am, I believe that an ideal man is one who is adored by his peers. Bias tak saye? Hmm. But that is not always the case kot. I am an independant girl, but it is nice to have someone to depend on. Hmm.

But in the end of the day, we all want someone who profoundly loves and adores us just the way we are, who makes us feel good about ourselves. The one who gives us more reasons to smile, each and every day.

Is it too much to ask for?