MEMORY

Currently, the blog's theme song is Memory by Barbra Streisand. Partly becoz cari lagu I Finally Found Someone [nanti kite duet eh Sayang], tapi tade, decided that Memory is good too. Pnh denga die performed live.. so so sedap. Lantakla kalo die bahan lawak South Park or homo's hot stuff [so what?], the point is, this is a beautiful song :) Dan paling important, partly lg sbb I discovered myself to be having Selective Memory Loss problem sometimes. I choose mende2 yg I want to keep, dan yg lain ilang. Kekdg die dtg, yg simpan ilang. Depends of what suits me. And it goes on la. Haha this probably sound bizarre, but Far sure do understand. Tapi s'times lain, I could remember dgn crystal clear everything, cthnye mase umo 4 thn, demam, Bapak gi outstation n I missed him badly, cried my heart out the whole night dan muntah2-- oh the memories play dgn so vividly in my head. There u go. But s'times dtgla masa yg, well, saye memilih utk lupe certain bende. Lg cth, mase2 dgn my ex. Kdg tu sgt2 lupe even camne kitorg berckp: "org-awak"? weirdnye. Tp kdg tu bole ingat dgn jelas how die kdg2 treated me like dirt, tapi kdg2 gave me a princess-like treatment [Semoge God bless him. Heh] Whatever lah. Maybe part of me nak get rid of those baggages [kekdg rase cam excessive] tapi other part of me ckp "JGN! jln tuju depan. tapi kekdg mesti mau jengok blkg jugak. Muhasabah." Err ye ke?! Merepek jek kot. Anyway, I sure love this song.. Memory :)