AM According to Italian Horoscope

"You are a person who loves to love. You prefer emotional decision more than mental decisions. You consider life just to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call FLURTIES. You love to increase the list of your friends and beloved(s). You have a number of dreams but you never work hard to make your dreams come true which is the biggest drawback in your nature; you take everything much lightly. Within 7 days you will realise a person whom you have known may be the ideal person for you!!"

** Hmm. And I don't even know what 'FLURTIES' means. Anyone? Por favor?

Those who really matter..

Left: Ibu and bapak on Ibu's birthday. Ain't they the loveliest?
Right: My beautiful Ibu and my crazy bro. Both in deep sleep during raya.

Left: My favourite cuzzie, adorable Irfan Daniel. During raya.

Right: Irfan's lil sis, cutie Izati. Wearing the pweety lil dress I bought for her.

The reason for posting these pictures? My bro finally uploaded the pictures in his phone to our home pc. So here are some to be shared with. Among the most treasured people in my life.

My final exam is almost over. One more paper [Advanced Civil Procedure] to go. Another killer paper. Am currently at home relaxing myself before absorbing myself into books and cases again. Bleurgh.

The day before yesterday, Bapak bought a blood self-check gadget, or something like that. So yesterday, we tested our blood glucose, and to my surprise, my glucose level was perfectly good, considering the fact that I've been consuming a lot of chocloate nowadays [And I mean A LOT. Thanks to someone]. But I've been cutting down my air manis and mostly stick with air suam these days. Maybe sebab tu. Ibu, despite being addicted to tea, is free from diabetis as well. And of course my Bapak's level was good as he takes medicine everyday. Adik? Haha. He did not have the guts. Kih kih. Takut jarum. Apa dek? Malas??! Yea right. Heh.

Tidak syak lagi. Home is always where my heart really is.

In the end, there would always be something..

Am currently reading About A Boy [when I'm supposed to be reading my law books for Final] and I am loving it. Lama tak baca buku yang simple, yet bole buat kite fikir. Chic lits sometimes could be very IQ degrading, and why do I still read it? Well, simply sebab Chic lits and law books are like langit ketujuh dan kerak bumi yang paling dalam.. amat tidak menyesakkan fikiran. Heh.

The characters of Will and Rachel in this book buat kite fikir pasal the simplest things in life yang ppl sometimes take for granted. What's with Fiona and her repeated attempts to commit suicide? Kalaupon die depressed sgt with what's going on [or more likely, what's not going on] in her life, he has a son to think about! What is it with this kind of people? Why is it depression always seems to follow them no matter what they do, or where they go.

Sometimes I think I am not in the place to question this, for I am blessed with so many things in life. But it's like what Will and Rachel believe, what is important is not the bigger aim/dream of your life, or big thinking, or life itself.. apa yang penting is the simple things you encounter along the way. Perkara2 kecil yang buat kite hepi sepanjang kite cube capai kegembiraan yang ultimate. Ppl usually fail to see the bigger picture of life. For Will and Rachel for e.g, there are so many things to keep them going on: the next episode of NYPD Blue, the next girl Will would like to date, the next Parents-Teacher meeting for Rachel, one more date with the guy Rachel fancies, anticipation whether or not her latest book will be published.. stupid as they may seem, simple stuff like these.. but at least there was always something.

There are all sort of things missing dalam hidup ni- stuff about how depression makes you tired of everything, tired of loneliness, and panic, and plain bewilderment. But such simple positivity is something to be going on with. In the end, there would always be something, and these something would always be enough. At least, this is what I think.

SHE

She may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song the summer sings
May be the chill the autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell

She who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so crowded and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
But I'll remember till the day I die

She may be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough in many years
Me, I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is she

Currently digging this song..
There is this certain someone who always makes me feel the way the girl in this song might feel... TRULY ADORED.

You live you learn

You love you learn

You cry you learn

You lose you learn

You bleed you learn

You scream you learn

You grieve you learn

You choke you learn

You laugh you learn

You choose you learn

You pray you learn

You ask you learn

You live you learn

**Final is coming. Wish me luck, peeps**

**To all my dearest friends, Happy I LOVE YOU Day**

To watch the sunrise on your face

Works are finally over. Mata bengkak tak cukup tido. Overnight di office. Makan tak menentu. Woohoo sumenye telah tamat. Study leave week starts today. Ada 4 papers sahaja for final, and thenafter we have a mock full trial left to be done. Can't believe I have survived Hons Part 01 workloads. Alhamdulillah. Well okay, it is actually not as bad as what you guys might be imagining. Teehee. Paling penting: Friends and passion make it so so much easier.

Far's bro, Abg Azrul and her high school best friend, Dira selamat diijabkabulkan semalam. Love could never have brought two nicer people together. Congratulations. Cinta sampai syurga.

Everybody has their own way in dealing with their private lives, their heart affairs, their problems. How your friends handle their private life is undoubtedly of your concern, but as friends, what is important is not to judge, or rase tak puas hati, but rather try to understand that sumeorg ade their own reasons for doing (or not doing) certain things. Understanding and respect. Paling penting. [Reminding myself as well]

What is the perfect way to kickstart your day? Morning stroll by the lake. Main buai like no one is watching. And later, a nice, early breakfast. All done with a great companion whom you are very very fond of. I had a great start to a very lazy day. Teehee :-)

A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow

Law students holding calculators is one of the most least likely possible scene but that is exactly what is happening around me right now. We are preparing a file for a subject called Solicitor's Account consisting of bill of charges for various clients, and finally, some mathematics skills are used. Klaka sangat tengok. Some yang already are scared and traumatised by numbers mintak exempted from being involved and instead, buat keje2 lain. Heh.

Viva for Conveyancing is finally over. Alhamdulillah, it went well. So did our presentation for Remedies. CPC Test is over as well but I did badly again I think [altho I did not as bad as I predicted for the last test]. The final file for Conveyancing juge dah anta and we got fairly good marks for that. Final exam is coming in about 3 weeks from now. Huhu. Can't hardly wait for the 3 whole months of holiday right after. Yeay. Give me the much awaited pot of gold!!! [Oh, and our convocation day (for LLB) will be on the 17th April. Yippeee!]

Had the chance to watch the highly anticipated SEPET, and was deeply dissappointed. Certainly not worth of a standing ovation contrary to many reviews. Undoubtedly it is a good attempt by not attempting too hard. Tapi I think it is overly ratted la. Sepet is saved by good actors and actresses anyway. Syarifah Amani and that Chinese hero certainly have bright futures in front of them. Last night I finally watched Hide and Seek which is a blwek Hollywood movie [tahap undescribable la kunun]. Cliche dan hampeh. Dakota however, is amazing as always.

Currenty listening to Josh Groban's beautiful Broken Vow... I close my eyes and dream of you and I, and then I realize there's more to love than only bitterness and lies...