The Divine Blessing in Being Redha

I was not called for an interview with Shearn (for my chambering place). I slipped my CV thru Anis but maybe they did not like the way my CV looked. I remember not putting a picture. And there was no cover letter. Ingat saja suka2. At first I was broken. After a very short while, saya telah paksa diri untuk redha. It was hard, me being me. Diri baik bergelut dengan diri jahat (yang selalu menang) tapi hari tu diri baik menang. I accept the fact yang rezeki takde kat situ. Mungkin boleh hantar lagi. Mungkin ada tempat lain. Kan there is always a silver lining in the cloud kalau kita pay close attention. Redha. Sangat indah. Sangat melegakan.

I lost my watch. The one Ibu got me for my 22nd birthday. The one I love so so much. Left it at the toilet kejap je lepas amek wudhu'. Habis sembahyang (ppl who know me know that I sembahyang quite laju.. bad bad me) dah lesap. Mr. D and Anwar helped me with the ehem investigation. Cleaner Indon tuduh ada student curi. Cari the alleged student, who happened to be a law student, debater lagi (macam good antecedents la kira), she told us it was the cleaner (yang tuduh die tu) yang amik. The other cleaner (a more tua one) tuduh cleaner muda tu gak. Persoalannya: Adakah cleaner muda itu bercakap benar??? But I feel really bad for her. Sian die kalau die betul2 tak amek. Sangat harap bukan dia yang amek. Lepas dah usaha, sedih sikit sebab sangat suka dan sayang jam tu, tapi amat redha juga. Sangat melegakan.

Kesimpulannya: Redha amat indah dan melegakan (tapi susah betul diri ni nak buat).

So many things happened since I last blogged:

1. My best friend is now happily engaged to her 6 years sweetheart. I did not get to go (Sorry my dear, got an important seminar to attend) but I am so so happy for them. Allah could not have brought two more perfect people together.

2. Ayah kepada a good friend of mine, Elyana, passed away on the same day of my best friend's engagement. My parents went to ziarah, and again, I am really sorry for not being there. Deepest condolence from me, and I pray for Allahyarham Jalil for Allah's blessings and forgiveness.

3. On lighter note, I bought myself a notebook! Finally. I went with Mr.D to Low Yatt the PC lover haven, and unlike others, the 1st thing on my specs is a SMALL and LIGHT notebook. Teehee. And I found my perfect mate for a very very reasonable price. Love it.

4. So many people got sick during the haze, including me. Uhuk uhuk. Who to blame? Ourselves? Our neighbour? Whatever be it, let's just be thankful for the haze is finally over. Alhamdulillah.

5. Another best friend of mine, King, is back in Malaysia and I still have no chance of meeting him, and he is amat depressed takde langsung orang nak layan die kat Mesia. Hehe. Sorry besfren, orang amat sangat bizi la.

I better go back to my office and solat Zuhur (it's almost 4 now) and finish my work. Huhu. The never ending workloads.

The boy who stole my heart with his smile:
Adam Khalis (Dod's adorable little nephew who stayed two nights at our place and drive us all crazy for him)

picture courtesy of post secret.

(and happy birthday to our dearest izafarhana)