Happy birthday to Naem,

one of the most wonderful person I know.
I love you, girl!

(Pic: Lovely Naem and I, BBQ Party 2004)

Seperti gerimis yang lebih menyenangkan dari hujan
Seperti berjalan yang lebih buatku senang dari berlari
Dan seperti gelap yang lebih memberiku tenang dari terang

Apalah rasanya menjadi dia seorang Gadis, yang dirinya hilang bersama hilangnya dia. Yang jiwanya pergi bersama perginya dia. Lalu tak mampu lagi menerima cinta. Lalu tak mampu lagi merasa cinta dalam hatinya.

Apalah rasanya menjadi dia seorang Randu. Cinta yang satu itu hampir tidak menjadi miliknya. Namun dengan penuh cinta di jiwa, cinta itu tetap dijejakinya.

Apalah rasanya menjadi dia seorang Rudi. Hidupnya penuh kesakitan dan kehilangan. Sedang hidupnya singkat cuma. Lalu beruntunglah mereka yang tahu apa yang dicari dalam hidup ini, dan punya cukup waktu untuk itu.

Dalam hidup ini, cuma ada dua hal yang paling besar. Cinta dan kematian. Andai sudah bersedia untuk cinta dan kematian, maka telah bersedia untuk segalanya.

life has a funny way of sneaking up on you

when you think everything's okay

and everything's going right

I have had my shares in life. Ups and downs.

Yesterday I was worried about something, and this time, it is not some stupid petty matter. It is something concerning my health and well being. I can assure you I was not merely being paranoid because I have once had the same health problem and had undergo the advised treatment.

And now after 5 years, I am having the same problem again. So I followed my guts and went to have a check up at Jalan Raja Muda today. Sigh. It is the same problem, but like before, alhamdulillah it is nothing major, and there is no urgency for treatment. Cuma perlu annual check up. I was so scared sebab kebarangkalian ia untuk jadi masalah yang besar adalah 50-50. Tapi alhamdulillah. Syukur sangat. I thought it has something to do with my eating habits or lifestyle or lack of exercise. No. It has nothing to do with that. It has everything to do with me being one of the unlucky 2/5.

And thus I take this as a reminder from Allah. Ujian or kifarah. I hope and aspire to be a better Muslim, and I promise myself to take better care of my health.

and life has a funny way of helping you out

when you think everything's gone wrong

and everything blows up in your face

Happy Birthday, dearest Bapak

"A father is always making his baby into a little woman. And when she is a woman he turns her back again." ~Enid Bagnold

Yanti loves you a lot!!

Blessed are the forgetful

"I could die right now. I'm just happy. I've never felt that way before. I'm just exactly where I wanna be."

I think I have a somewhat spotless mind. I have the ability to place selected unhappy memories or thoughts, or nasty ones, or depressing stuff, or, I mean.. you get it, right? Any memories that could make me unhappy.. I can place them on the farthest ruang of my mind. Those who know me really well, know that when somebody try to mention a person or apa2 keadaan or whatever relating to that unhappy memories, saya akan tutup telinga, not wanting to remember. I try to block them as best I could possibly do.

Like this someone from my past. I remember him. And all the nice things he did for me. Sure I still remember the unhappy bits too, but they are too far in my head to be found. Only if I try. Only if someone make me to. Jika tidak, saya beginilah. Not vindictive at all towards him. At all. Despite of what he did (now that I am writing about him, they are all coming back to me. And it is painful). I tried to forget long time ago, and I somehow did.

I can always do that. And I love that about my mind. It keeps me from being unhappy. It gives me eternal sunshine.

People like Clementine and Joel wanted to erase each other because they wanted to forget the nasty stuff. But it is not technologically possible to pick which memories they want to keep and which ones to thrash. So they have to erase it all. Lucky for me, I can make my pick. And I do not lost those memories forever. I can still find them somewhere in my mind and that will keep me grounded. To have them erased forever like what were done to Joel and Clementine is just very unnatural, and is simply wrong.

I have a somewhat spotless mind. Not exactly spotless. But the dirts are all di satu tempat yang terlalu belakang dalam kotak ingatan saya. Sangat jauh. And I like it. Aaah to have eternal sunshine.

And believe me, Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind is one of the best and original romantic movie ever made. It's strange, yet clever. Funny yet sad, and imaginative, yet honest. You don't just get to watch a love story, you fall in love with what love really is.

Who, being loved, is poor?

~Oscar Wilde

Most of us are suckers for happy ending (for deserving people). That explains why cerita2 like Pretty Woman, remakes of Cinderella, & other cerita2 which features poor girls saved by dashing, rich men, are such hits.

We love it that handsome, filthy rich, Gere fell for Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman, & saved her from the lowest part of her life (how lower could one stoops? She earned her living by selling her body - and I say this without trying to condemn anyone), and gave her everything a woman could ever possibly ask for: endless wealth, cute clothes, posh lifestyle & of course, trophy perfect boyfriend.

But could these two very different people ever be happy together? What about then, the after tale, where Julia later meets his circle of friends, his family, his everyday life - could she ever fit in?

Still, we love happy endings in cerita. Apa lagi could explain kemarahan anak2 nongkrong di India when of the Hindi movie ended in tragedy, & so anak2 nongkrong telah bakar cinema. Some people lack happiness in reality, & crave for such hopes in cerita2 wayang & celebrity romance etc etc.

Speaking of happiness, a friend of mine told me that I am 'diuji dgn kesenangan' & he on the other hand, 'diuji dgn kesusahan' kununnye. So I asked him to give 1 example of kesusahan die, to convince me. And he told me die pernah tak makan bebrp hari back in high school sebab takde duit. This surprised me sebab die budak boarding school ok. Boarding school makan 5 kali sehari ok. Cane itu berlaku ye? And so he said, die fly dari skolah ( a term for curi2 keluar). Heh, makanya itu tak boleh salahkan org lain ye, tak boleh juge kata ujian Tuhan bile sendiri look out for the trouble.

Contohnyelah ye, mereka yang amik dadah/ bergaduh dgn parents/ tak cukup makan/ dapat result terok gile mase exam/ jadi pencuri/ etc etc, jangan nak salahkan orang lain or justify diri sendiri dgn kata 'diuji dgn kesusahan'/ takdir Tuhan. Betul takdir di tgn Allah, tapi itulah sebabnye Allah kasi aqli, untuk guna dengan seelok2nya. If not, you only have yourself to blame. (Ini subject to manusie2 berpenyakit dan bermusibah ye)

And speaking of happiness lagi, exam result was out semalam, and alhamdulillah I did much better than I expected. And so did he (",) I hope my other partners did ok as well. No failure from our batch, but no Dekan either. Never mind, Hons 1 was very very hard & hope we will all do better next semester, which insyaAllah will be our last semester before kami terbang ke dunia luar.

And this is for my dear friends:
(1) King who is currently having a good time in Boston. Tamau gaduh2 dah ye, because I don't want you to be depressed (altho u like the roller-coaster emotional ride. I don't). I wish you & she-who-need-not-be-named happiness always. I do (",)

(2) Ba'dina a.k.a Tootsie. I had a lovely time talking to you yesterday, and Tootsie dear, I hope you are feeling better because you are one of many people who truly deserve love and happiness. & please put up your blog back. I miss my daily dose of good laugh.

Much love, peeps (",)

"Common sense often makes good law."
-- William Orville Douglas (1898-1980),
American jurist, associate justice US Supreme Court

Last week almost every single souls in Malaysia were talking about penahanan rakyat Malaysia yang berkewajipan menghadiri PLKN tetapi berbuat sebaliknya, Ahmad Harizal Ahmad Fauzi. There have been a lot of complaints from rakyat2 prihatin lain condemning government for punishing this 18 y old school drop-out merely for choosing to help out his very poor family instead of going to PLKN to 'membina his jati diri'.

I agree that it could have done good to him sekiranya dia pergi 'membina jati diri' nya di PLKN, and I'm saying this simply because I think he could have learned something dan boleh bawak keluarga dia keluar dari kepompong kemiskinan, sebab tanpa orang yang menyedarkan manusia (manusia ni lupa dan lalai), kita takkan berubah. Regardless lah on whether or not PLKN has done any good to anybody. But the issue is not as simple as that.

He is a poor boy. Did not sahut seruan membina jati diri dek kerana kemiskinan dan lebih perlu bantu keluarga yang mana pendapatannya hanya RM20-30. He was deemed as a law breaker for not attending the 3 months camp, and was detained instead as he could not pay the RM600 denda. We are talking about an 18 year old from a small kampung! Arrested and charged by the authorities, and he was unrepresented in court. Talk about justice?!!

I am a firm believer that undang2 tak kenal sesiapa. If u give exception too much to the law, soon, exception will be the law. We should never let that happen. Sure, kene ade faktor2 lain pengaruhi pelaksanaan undang2, but in the end, kite tak boleh biar undang2 tak dilaksanakan. Atau masyarakat akan naik daun, and think that exception could always help law breakers to break free. People believes that PLKN law is one crappy law and breaking it is a stupid matter compared to para perompak, perogol etc etc yang masih berkeliaran bebas. But law is still law. Obedience is a must.

What masyarakat are really mad about is the fact that this boy is a very poor one, and doing such to him (despite him being a so-called law breaker) is very cruel dan masyarakat amat bersimpati. Why not anak2 orang kaya yang jadi 1st victim? Why him? Nak kasi pengajaran? But what about ribu2 others? Columnist Awang Selamat said his newspaper refused to carry Ahmad Harizal's name and photo because Utusan feels it's utterly unfair to jail the 18-year-old boy who was not able to pay a RM600 fine and exposing his identity will only add to his trauma. Awang said, "Kita tidak boleh membiarkan ketidakadilan terus berulang kerana pesalah yang tidak mampu bayar denda terpaksa dipenjara."

Sememangnya ignorance of law is not excusable tapi dalam undang2 masih ada ruang untuk mitigation dan disinilah saya rasa masalah utamanya. Apa judge tu tak belajar Jurisprudence kah? He did not have to simply follow the law membuta. He could have used his discretion and be more considerate terhadap this poor boy. And my Mr.D was rambling about this being AG's fault for prosecuting without investigating the pros and cons of the situations.

Okay I may not be an expert in law, but I have learned some from very very amazing educators, dan dari ilmu yang cetek ni, in a nutshell, saya berpendapat bahawa undang2 perlu dihormati dan dilaksanakan, tetapi pelaksana undang2 perlu jadi lebih humane, dan think outside the box. Itulah gunanya wujudnya keperluan dan kemudahan discretionary power. For more interesting comments from experts and public, click here.

The best teachers teach from the heart, not from the book

Yesterday was teacher's day. Thus this is a belated post. In my solid 16 years of schooling, I have been acquainted with many educators who of course have played roles (be it in petty ways or bigger ones) in shaping my life.

American anchor, Dan Rather once said, "The dream begins with a teacher who believes in you, who tugs and pushes and leads you to the next plateau, sometimes poking you with a sharp stick called truth."

Does such teacher truly exists? Sure I have came across some very good, dedicated teachers along the way, but I have yet to find one who really believes in her/his students' dreams, who assists them to really accomplish that dream they dream. Is it just me who is not lucky enough, or is this the problem of our education system?

Our education system hanya amat menekankan kepada pendidikan berunsurkan peperiksaan, dan pemperkasaan jati diri hanyalah dalam kegiatan2 kokurikulum. I was watching Boston Public the other day and was so intrigued by the way the Latino teacher taught History. They actually had a debate with the students playing roles as countries' leaders. That is one hell of a good method. And I don't find it anywhere in Malaysia. Or at least not in where I had my didikan.

But teachers, they are undoubtedly to be thanked. And I'd like to take this belated opportunity to thank all the great educators that have taught me, from my Tadika Sempurna days, to my SKTSG years (plus S.A. Tabiyah Islamiyah), to my STF good old days, sehingga kini di UiTM Law Fac.

Those who really left wonderful prints in my heart:

:: Cik Sarnah, my Std 6 class teacher who really really liked me. I never knew why. She certainly taught me some self esteem.
:: My Quran ustazahs and ustazs. TQ all so much.
:: Cikgu Azli, who is still in contact as he is a family friend.
:: The ever so garang Cik Rosnah.
:: Puan Ramlah. This PE teacher is so loving at heart.
:: Cik Zuraidah. I don't know why. This art teacher hated me for being terlalu suke manjawab. I thought I hated her too. But she really is a good teacher.
:: Puan Bahayah, cikgu Sejarah yang suke pukul org tapi sgt pandai mengajar. I used to despise her hubby though. Pak Yem, you are finally forgiven.
:: Ustazah Ramlah, the nicest and most caring person on earth.
:: Pak Zul, our Physics teacher. Simply for being such a cutie.
:: Pn Kamisah, for never being tired to teach me some Add Math.
:: Extraordinaire lecturer, Prof Darbi, for being such a great thinker.
:: Mr. Maniam, yang sentiasa meninggalkan kelas dengan kata2 motivasi which of course will be held on by most of us forever. I like a teacher who gives me something to take home to think about besides homework.
:: Prof Saodah, for always trying to shape us to be not just a good lawyer, but also a better person inside out.
:: Dan semua lah guru2 yang telah sudi berkongsi ilmu dan pendidikan. Including those who who have incidentally educated me in their own ways.

I'm leaving you with an excerpt from a great writer, Awang Selamat, in his Bisik-Bisik corner in Utusan Malaysia: Hari ini kita dengar macam-macam kecaman terhadap guru. Tapi anak-anak yang cemerlang semakin ramai. Ertinya, guru masih mengajar. Terima kasih cikgu.

Selamat Hari Guru.

My TV Recap!!!

Amazing Race. My favourite team came up in 2nd. Sure, Rob is a smug and belagak and too competetive for most people's likings, but he and Amber make a great team, and they are so so cute together. They balance each other out and that is a very good quality in couples. You don't have to be so much alike to be a great couple, you just need to master how to complement each other. And Rob and Amber are very good at that. But Euchenna and Joyce deserve to win, after all the ujian dan dugaan, they somehow pulled it through. It is interesting that the teams that made it to the final are all couples. The dating Ron and Kelly was 3rd in place, the engaged couple came in 2nd, and the married one won the competetion. Aaah the pros of being married.

The Apprentice 3!!! Love it love it love it. Last week I was rooting for the Street Smarts. They worked together brilliantly and John was a good, diplomatic and (soft spoken) leader. But tonight, they messed up so badly. Brian has the loudest mouth and the most undiplomatic nature. But it is still very early to judge. I nevertheless absolutely love The Apprentice! (despite the fact that there is no cuties in this season)

The OC is simply the cutest teenage soap. Someone called 8TV Quickie last night and complained that he always feel stressed out after watching One Tree Hill simply because setiap kali selepas menontonnya, he thinks like he is on the wrong side of the world and is supposed to be there di Satu Pokok Bukit. Heh. I do not fancy that show regardless of Chad Michael Murray. I like like like The OC.

Mentor on TV3 is an okay show. And the proteges are mostly talented. Now on the better notes, Anthony was kicked out from AI leaving my favourite, Bo, and Carrie and Vonzell. I think Bo and Carrie are going to make it to the finale. They're certainly the best of the group.

So what other programs I would like to suggest for you people to watch? I mean, if you love good or entertaining shows. (Sometimes they are not conjunctive in nature. May be be good, not fun enough. May be entertaining, but simply stupid). So? CSI (all 3 of them). Arrested Development. Oprah (never get tired of this woman!). Average Joe Hawaii. Lost. Square Pegs!!!! (Current showing chinese TVB drama on TV3. Hillarious and mood lifting). Rerun of FRIENDS. Rerun of The Apprentice 2. Queer Eye. Ooh this could go on forever.

Get it by now? I am one hopeless television junkie.

A True Serikandi You Are? (A Survey)

(1) Sekolah Tun Fatimah's grand entrance

(2) Much missed STF's compound

(3) Lencana official STF

(4) STF's Dining Hall. Among my fav hangout. For foods and TV.

Lots of STFians have answered this survey di Friendster Bulletin Board, but I am going to follow Yatie's footstep and do this in my blog instead. Here goes:

1. Name your favourite DH food:
breakfast: nasi lemak yang selalu cepat abis. Yum!!!
lunch: much awaited nasi ayam on Sunday.
dinner: daging dendeng yang amat sangat lazat.

2. One school staff u missed the most (Teachers not included):
Chatty Uncle Joe yang buat the best teh ais in the world. Such a cheerful old man.

3. Your most unforgettable moment?
terlalu banyak: round compound every saturday, tido bilik warden with Ayin, dapat surat secara bundle which includes a letter from my crush (ingat lagi Yati yang kasi mase Senaman Pagi), debate comp, gamelan.. banyak sangatla!!!Besnye STF! Good old days.

4. If you could change one thing about school, what would it be?
can I make it 2? water supply system. baju outing.

5. In your opinion, which is the best Sumbangsih and name the event that you missed the most?
ultimately sumbangsih 959! Event? Maybe Mod dance comp. Ninie's team memang the best. And I was the AJK untuk hiburan indoor.. it was so so fun planning everything: games, entertainment and of course rumah hantu!!! Menjadi tu! Kalau tgk dalam terang, serius klaka. Hehe. Fun old days.

6. Enemies that you made? during school times?
Pak Yem??!

7. Most valuable lesson learned?
value of friendship. independence. girl power. achieving dreams. Dan seperti others, I am proud to be a Serikandi.

8. Would you join the Alumni?
already did.

9. The teachers that you hurt?
Pak Yem? En. Jasmi? Puan Kamisah? Mr. Ong? Selain dari En. Jasmi, all the teachers I mentioned adalah berkaitan dengan Add Math. Mwahehe.

10. The biggest mistake ever during your school years?
Not caring enough to study real hard.

Of Sore Throat and Cold Feets

I was a mess these few days. I woke up late for 3 consecutive days, and all days long, I was too tired, too sick and (actually) too manja to do anything. Blame it all on my demam (and my ability to memanjakan diri). All I did were watch tv, talk to him, watch tv some more, eat, talk to him some more, and slept early. Like anything is new? Teehehe.

It started with a flu after eating cendol di tengah2ari buta on Friday, and (forgive the cliche) one thing led to another. With my busy weekends (visiting relatives in Ipoh), I did not get enough rest (selesema perlu rehat untuk pulih cepat. Take it from me who suffers from Sinus problem since kecik. I know.) Makanye menjadi demam yang bawa kepada batuk yang berdentam-dentum. Itu belum lagi masuk tekanan emosi dek result xm yang sudah hampir boleh diketahui.

Haha. I may have exaggerated here and there. As I'm writing this, I am feeling quite okay already. And busy helping Ibu to sediakan hadiah for a program she is handling. Batuk masih ada. Suara agak Rani Mukherjee-like. Woohoo.

Last weekends was my schoolmate, Romlizawati's wedding. I was informed that the nikah ceremony was held on 05/05/05 (such a pretty date). Rom is the 3rd 959 STFian to be married (kan? ke aku ade tinggal sesape?) The 1st was Ijerque yang kini telah menjadi seorang ibu kepada anak lelaki yang comel to the max (I so envy her), and her wedding was attended by sangat ramai batch mates (since she was the 1st to take that leap of fate).

I browsed through Ninie's blog and Rom's Friendster account for Rom's wedding pics. She was a very very pretty bride. (As Ninie put it, memang semua pengantin cantik ke, orang cantik je dapat jadi pengantin? Hehe) The trip seems to be a hell of a good time, and I feel so jaki and rugi for not joining them. Anyhow, I wish Rom and her beau all the best, congratulations, and I hope they will have a blessed and wonderful journey together.

I'd always thought I'd be among those yg kawen awal (I wish!). But right now kawin is certainly not on the top of my to-do list. So many things to be done 1st. Like graduate Honours with good grades (Brrr..) Complete my chambering or find job with JPA untuk bayar utang scholar. Kumpul duit untuk wedding yang comel.

Takut tak kawin? Huhu. I mean, not the wedding per se (nak wedding yang almost perfectla kan?), tapi the marriage tu yang utama. With prospect of not marrying the right person. Or camne kalau MIL tak suke? Or my significant other's family tak suke saya? Huhu God forbid. Dan kalau ada masalah, shouldn't turn to Ibu Bapak anymore, considering that kalau nak kawin tu, supposedly dah jadi a matured, responsible adult la kan? Gentar enggak??? Ngee. But I guess, when fate has brought 2 people into a bond of marriage dalam restu Allah, love will make everything seems easy. Eih?

Ada sesape lagi bebudak STF batch aku (959) yang nak kawin? Sila sila. Please feel free to make me full of envy (and of course happiness la kan) Teehehe.

P/s: Is it too obvious that envy is my current biggest deadly sin? Oopss :P Hehe. I am actually quite content with my life, alhamdulillah.

I never paid much attention to Gwyneth Paltrow before, until she recently appeared on Oprah Winfrey Show. Gwyneth is a doll. She really is almost perfect. She is so so pretty. Very graceful, witty and funny. She is married to an amazing rockstar. She is very family oriented. Her late father brought her to Paris when she was 10 because he wanted her to 1st see Paris with the man who is going to love her forever. (How sweeter could that possibly be?) She is a great actress but is very grounded. And she is now a mommy (without a nanny!) Oh I so so like Gwyneth Paltrow!

Insanity Streak

Dear Thelma,

These are actually my thoughts on Friday. I am now feeling better anyway. Having too much time with almost nothing to do almost drove me crazy. My mind engineered stupid, insignificant images and thoughts. This is the only part of not being busy that I hate.

1. Most of my thoughts come down to trying not to care for what others think. Is it my fault that I can't please them? If I try my very best not to mess with them, tapi masih lagi tak puas hati, what else should I do? Change myself to suit their likings? I don't think so. I was not born to make them happy. I live for myself, and along the way, I make sure I don't mess with others' lives. We can't please everybody. We just can't. But sometimes like on Friday, my own philosophy and belief fails me. I hate it when that happen.

2. What is it with some guys and their needs to dominate? To always have control over everything? This type of guys annoy me. I'd rather choke myself to death than having to settle with their kind (God forbid). Go punch yourself!!! (I was going to mencarut there but suddenly realised that I don't do that)

3. People are unique in our own ways. If how she lives her life does not appeal to you, please go mind your own business. Oh so you hate her for being too loud, for being sunshiney happy as if she is some sort of stupid faker?! Guess what, she may not like your eccentric behaviours as well. You may dislike him for being too deep, too depressed, and yadayada Coldplay like. Reality check, you ain't perfect too. He loves his life, and that is more important.

Let him be. Acceptance is always the answer. Being friend with King has taught me that I could only truly love when I truly accept. He and I are like langit dan bumi, malam dan siang, but I accept him for all that he is, dan dengan itu, hidup akan lebih mudah, lebih tenang. But it is sometimes easier to be with someone who is more like you in many ways, as King would definitely agree. Eih? Heh.

4. So I envy some other girls for obvious reasons, like being too beautiful (like this one girl I 'encountered' on Friendster. She is so so gorgeous she could kill.) Like Juma for being so lucky to have such a beautiful wedding. Like Siti because she could sing like an angel. Like my rich friends who can use daddies' credit cards and have everything they could possibly want.

But I am stuck with myself, with my life, so while I'm at it, I'd better accept it and make full use of it. Right?

5. Sometimes I feel like yelling & mencarut & all those bitching people do when they are angry or pissed off or feeling yucky. Does it feels good? I'd really like to know. But sadly, I am brought up to be as sopan santun as I could be.

Yea right. I just have no spunk. And that's about it.

Ah Thelma, sometimes it feels real good to unmask my negativity. TQ for your time. Lalala. Oh and Happy Mom's Day, especially to my wonderful Ibu. Are you a mom, Thelma? I wish I am.

- Cranky Anonymous with runny nose

A Wonderful Boy-Meets-Girl Tale
By Anonymous

Once upon a time, Boy met Girl. Years passed, by coincidence, Boy and Girl became close friends. Boy then fell in love with Girl, but Girl was already with some other boy. Boy nevertheless asked Girl to be his, and although Girl thought that Boy is a great guy, she confirmed that she already have another boy in her life. And so Boy and Girl remained just friends. Boy met another girl, and continued his friendship with Girl. By twist of fate, both Boy and Girl came out from their relationships, and found happiness and deep friendship in one another. The seeds of friendship they planted have blossomed into a beautiful bouquet of love. The end.

Reviews:

1. Very amateur. Yawn.

2. This story sucks. Big time.

3. Cliche.

4. Somewhat sweet.

5. Did you pass your MUET? Really??

6. An ok effort. Try again.

Marliza is in love with:

1. Online Scrabble
2. Siti Nurhaliza's AIM winning spree
3. Uki, lead guitar of Peter Pan band
4. Ciara's sexy latest hit, Oh
5. Ariel's soothing voice in Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

Marliza is missing:

1. Breakfast-morning stroll-main buai with Someone
2. Hanging out with her dear housemates (utama sekali, Far)
3. Hanging out with her firmmates & classmates (minus belajar ye)
4. Lunch at Sect. 8 (those yummy prawns & ayam)

Marliza is craving for:

1. Tutty Fruity's Blackforest cake
2. More Uki
3. Late night borak with her dearest Far

Marliza is looking forward to:

1. Meet Someone in few days
2. Watch Tentang Dia (better be good)

Marliza does not look forward for:

1. Her exam result