Mungkin Nanti

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi-mimpi mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

...Rasa yang ku tinggal mati

Clockwise: Me, Mazia, Dod & Anis on the way to shoot some ammo.
Next week is gonna be hectic for us. Viva. Submissions. Presentations. And what not. Next week will be by far the busiest week in Hons I think. Just peeking at our firm's schedule makes me go nervous. Wish us luck. And most of all, please wish us His blessings.

Like the CNY ad goes: "Work hard. Stay cheerful. And let love take care of the rest." And ladies, a little reminder for all of us, never let your life be defined by your love relationship. It should instead enhance your life.

Till next time, Am signing off.

Will I ever see this again?

Went to Klang Hospital's Mortuary to watch a forensic post mortem. The above pic is the poor body [Allah bless him] we had the chance to watch [and mostly smelled] yesterday, whom is believed to be a 40 plus years old Indian Muslim male. Susahnye jadi doktor. The smell. The courage. Tak mungkin dapat melakukannye. It was indeed a very interesting experience.

Bas UiTM meninggalkan kami di hospital. And we had to go back by ourselves. It's the friends you can call at time like this that matter most. Naem nak datang but suddenly kete die tak bole setat sampai arini. A friend in need anyhow. Thought of calling someone whom I believe would come but that'd be too controversial teehehe. Anis' boifren, Muhaimin came and saved us from the kepanasan. TQ!

Peace be upon the allahyarham. And may justice be on his side.

It's Chinese New Year Holiday. And we have been spending our precious holidays in the office. Had this been real overtime works, I'd be very rich by now. Huh. Unfortunately, I am so so broke. JPA, help me!! Bleurgh.

Enough complaining. Life has been good. In fact, life has been treating me real well. And I thank Allah tremendously for that. New hijrah year. I wish and hope to be a better person, and especially a better Muslim, a better student, a better daughter, a better friend, and better in everything that I am.

DOA AWAL TAHUN

Allah SWT berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW, ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka. Wahai Tuhan, Engkaulah yang kekal abadi, yang qadim. yang awal dan ke atas kelebihanMu yang besar dan kemurahanMu yang melimpah dan ini adalah tahun baru yang telah muncul di hadapan kami. Kami memohon pemeliharaan dariMu di sepanjang tahun ini dari syaitan dan pembantu-pembantunya dan tentera-tenteranya dan juga pertolongan terhadap diri yang diperintahkan melakukan kejahatan dan usaha yang mendekatkanku kepadaMu Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Agung dan Maha Mulia. Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha pengasih dari mereka yang mengasihi dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad. Nabi yang ummi dan ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka. Amiin.

Selamat tahun baru hijrah, brothers and sisters, families and friends.

Wishing all of us a blessed and prosperous new year.

Semoga di tahun baru ini kita akan lebih diberkatiNya. Amiin.

Happy belated birthday, our dearest Mardiana!

And Gong Xi Fatt Chai, Malaysians!!!

Negative Vibes. Read If You Dare.
[I just need to get these out of my chest]

I did so badly for my Advanced Criminal Procedure Mid Sem Exam. The worst yet sepanjang my life as a law student kot. Soalan was not that kejam, they were okayla, tapi sangat banyak, dan maka, tak cukup masa. I was seriously the kelam-kabut-est I've ever been. Eurgh!!!

Last Sunday, I was a moron. Nak pegi ofis, started Kiki, and while waiting untuk panaskan enjin, kemas2 barang kat belakang, dari luar. And suddenly, I got this weird idea to manually lock my car, and closed all doors while I was standing outside and the key was still at the ignition. Natijahnye, kete kunci, engine running, driver berdiri kat luar mcm org bodo that she was for that moment. Went numb seketike dan selepas menggelakkan diri sendiri, called Far who of course had no idea nak watpe. Then I called Daud who arrived shortly after Far. He got Kiki unlocked after few trials. Kesian sgt die. Amat bersusah-payah. Hehe. Sori susahkan di pagi2 buta. Thanks a heaps. At least now we know pintu Kembara antara pintu yang paling susah dibuke tanpa kunci. Yeay.

Went for a trip to Land Ofis, which is evidently a very dull place. It was no zoo-negara fun trip. I want those fun sekolah rendah trips! Gumbirenye ketike dulu. Sekarang? Land Ofis? Eurgh! But the other day's bullet projectory was fun. And we have this trip to Forensic Lab coming, dapat tgk experts buat post mortem. Pasti interesting. Anyway, if you have had the privilege of learning Land Law, the world's dullest course [after Chemistry of course :p], still, anda takkan dapat imagine keadaan busan di Land Ofis. Altho ade attempt untuk memodenkan ia, segalanya tetap tampak ancient benar. Heh.

A good fren of mine is getting herself in deep trouble, and the problem is, she knows it. I'm not sure what ppl who claim themselves good friends would do in such situation. Should I try to save her as I believe [and other rational ppl would too] that what she is doing is damaging herself?! Or should I let her be [considering she is already a matured, smart lady], and if she would ever need me one day, saya akan just be there lah for her. What should friends do, eh?

I love the new RTM's commuter scene, budi bahasa ad. True. Budi bahasa budaya kita.

My wonderful friends.
[Back L-R: Mazia, Ana, Dod, Naem, Elin. Front L-R: Anis, Jaja, Far, myself]
Have I told you guys lately that I love you?

LLB Honours 1 1B

[Aspiring lawyers. InsyaAllah]

Me in the middle, 3rd from right :-)