If only love is as easy as a simple voting system..

Peeps, please vote for Leo. Refer to Jasmina's blog for why.
He is just too good to be true.

What Marliza&Associates Did On Thaipusam Hol?!


Am (on the left) and Dod serius bangat.
Dod di mana2. Kasi canla. Die lead File III.(Dod with Anis and Mazia on the left. With Far on the right)

Pathetic, enggak gitu?!Hmmph :'(

"There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts being broken by love, but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream-whatever that dream might be."

-- Pearl Sydenstricker Buck (1892-1973)

"Dreams keep us alive", King told me. "And so", said him, "I love you too much to take your dreams away." Dear, thank you for believing in me. I believe in your dreams. Always. Allah knows what is best for us. And may He lead our ways.

Am leaving for school. Holiday is over *heavy sigh* Back to keje2 bertimbun, tests yang belambak, dawn to fall classes, and terperuk in office almost 24/7. Yes, it is one boring life. But as I said before, at least I have one. If this is what I must go through to achieve my dreams, kalaupun darab 3 lagi kesibukannya, I will undoubtedly menempuhnya dengan sabar. InsyaAllah. For as he said, dreams keep us alive. The key to menghadapi sume ini patiently: Laugh often. Have fun whenever you can. It helps if you have good support system like mine. Pray. And most importantly, love what you do. Heh. Not that I've succeeded or anything like that. Teehehe.

Repeat three times out loud, peeps: Dreams keep us alive.

Adek. Maktok. Bapak. Ibu. Myself (Aidilfitri 2004)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha
Brothers and Sisters
Families and Friends

-- From Marliza Yanti sekeluarga

"Sesungguhnya berkorbanlah kerana Allah. Berkorbanlah beberapa minit sehari untuk rukuk dan sujud kepadaNya. Berkorbanlah mengelakkan maksiat dan laranganNya. Sekiranya kamu tidak mahu berkorban, nescaya kamu akan terkorban nanti."
(Petikan Khutbah Aidil Adha Masjid Bukit Sentosa)

If you love him, let him go..

I never thought this saying would be significant to me. I am concerned. I am confused. I cannot think straight right now. I'm really not sure about our status. All I know is that we're taking some time off and we're gonna see where life is going to bring us to from here. It is absurd how we turned out to be.

I loved him so much. And I still do. But we have different dreams which do not meet and having a future together seems impossible unless one of us sacrifices. Or compromise. I do not want to sacrifice. And he would not compromise. Where does that left us then? [And we dare say we love each other so much?!] It is more complicated than you think, peeps.

What we are sure with is that we believe in fate.

Dearest you, whatever will happen, always know that I am always here for you. You forever have a best friend in me. 143.

Ho-Ho-Holiday

What we really need is finally here. Am on my one week holiday, and it feels really good to be able not to go to that stuffy office. I am supposed to be having a worry-free holiday. Instead, work loads bug my supposedly peaceful mind. Constantly. I still got up early in the morning without apparent reason, and with nothing important to do. Hmm.. so much for peace of mind. Marliza&Associates still has not closed our 3rd conveyancing file [sian Dod], and I have to study for mid-term xm which is coming up. Eurgh. But me being me, buku2 baru saje keluar dari kereta semalam dan sehingga kini masih terperuk dalam beg. Yippee.

Writer's block. Eurgh.

Happy birthday, Ibu.

If only you could see yourself in our eyes,

you would see kindness, beauty and love.

We LOVE you. Deeply.

Menembak di Padang Sasar Cheras!!!

Dalam bas ke Padang Sasar with my girls

Am menembak!!!!

Menembak [bullet projectory] was really really really FUN!!! [Will write later. Got a big test tomorrow. Teehee :p]

Awan Yang Terpilu

Subhanallah. Dalam runtuhan Banda Aceh, hanya rumah2 Nya tidak terjejas. Allah Maha Besar. Allah Maha Besar. Perlu direnungkan bersama.

Antara masjid di Banda Aceh yang tidak terjejas despite of destruction di sekililingnya.

My parents adalah manusie terbaik dalam hidup saya. Sentiase sayang saye. Sentiase sonok menengok muke toye ni when others maybe dah jelik. Always there for me. Tak penah saketkan ati. Kamilah priority diorg. Always will adore us no matter apa kitorg buat. How can I put other things dahulu sebelum my parents?! I love them. With all my heart. Ibu dan bapak saye.. merekalah permulaan saya dapat melihat bulan dan matahari..

My wonderful parents.. for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health..

Positive again. Aritu Am diserang angin negative. Prof Saodah made me feel better. She told me that I did well for my will for Mr. John Chong Cusack [my imaginary client], and that she feels good konowing that there is going to be another good lawyer among her students. I certainly feel much much better :-)

Went to watch Law-Asia Mooting Comp yesterday which was held at Shah Alam High Court. 4 of my friends were involved [Anis, Dod, Mazia as researchers and Daud as one of the mooters]. Daud did well and gave admirable presentation of his case [for Applicant] but our team lose to UM. It's ok, guys! What's important is that you did well! And good things happened to Daud, but it's not my story to tell. Good for you! :-)

Hmm. When you are in a position where you have to make sacrifices, you want to be sure what you're sacrificing for is worth the sacrifice. And when you're really not sure, all you feel is numbness. You have to get your priorities straight. Fast. You have to think hard. And especially pray hard. Permudahkanlah, Ya Allah..

Positive Perang Negative

Dunia ni banyak orang pelik2. Orang hepi salah. Orang tak hepi pon salah gak. Excuse us for being happy. Excuse us for not being grumpy. Excuse us for laughing out loud when we feel to. Excuse us for trying to spread some love. If being too happy all the time is a sin, please forgive us.

Orang yang harap nak mengadu, selalu TAKDE. Bile die nak ngadu, kite la Biro Pengaduan Awam. Tak ungkit. My pleasure. But sometimes I feel like I've had enough. Aah letehnye!!! Nape?! Nape?!

Work loads jangan cakapla :( Tests yang banyak next week. And Abang Zaidi is going to be transferred to Firm 6. Sangat sangat sedeh. Huh. It's a miracle we survived this week. Alhamdulillah. But we are human, kite sentiase boleh expand kemampuan kite. Only nuts crack under pressure. I'm so lucky I have the best support system. (I love you girls!)

I hate feeling down. But life is like this kan. Kadang2 hepi. Kadang2 sedeh. In the end of the day, kite akan sentiase ada Allah, tempat terbaik untuk mengadu..

Some Shoots From LLB Hons 1B

Left to right:Opis with partners working 'hard'. Am and dearest Mazia.


Left to right:Di luar opis with frens on Elin's birthday. Opis view from Abang zaidi's desk's.


Left to right:Kindred spirits discussing :p. Opis lengang dan bersepah.

Ada yang bertanya "Di mana Tuhan ketika ia berlaku?"

Apa yang patut dipersoalkan: "Apa yang telah kita lakukan sehingga bala ini diturunkan?"

Innalillah. Astagfirullah. Al-Fatihah buat semua mangsa.

(Bersamalah kita membantu mereka)