Tuesday, December 30, 2003



HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAYANG
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LOVE ;)

Thursday, December 25, 2003

Timeless Insight From A Father:
LIFE'S LITTLE INSTRUCTION BOOK


[From: Readers Digest March 1997]

~ Never laugh at anyone's dream.
~ Rehearse a joke before telling it.
~ Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
~ Once in a while, let the person in line behind you to go ahead you.
~ Never be the first to break family tradition.
~ Give people more than they expect, and do it cheerfully.
~ Do your homework and remember your facts, but remember, it's passion that persuades.
~ Don't be so concerned with your rights that you forget your manner.
~ When you say "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye.
~ Trust in God, but lock your car.
~ When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and say "why do you want to know?"
~ When it comes to worrying and paiting a picture, know when to stop.
~ Call your dad.
~ Remember that no time spent with your children is ever wasted.
~ Accept a breath mint if someone offers you one.
~ Hold your child's hand every chance you get. The time will come when he/she won't let you.
~ Don't dismiss a good idea simply because you don't like the source.
~ No matter how old you get, hug and kiss your mother whenever you greet her.
~ Ask anyone giving you direction to repeat them at least twice.
~ Never ask a barber if you need a haircut.
~ Be bold. Providence loves boldness and will assist you in ways you wouldn't imagine.
~ Phone home if you're going to be more than 20 minutes late.
~ Someone will always be looking at you as an example of how to behave. Don't let him/her down.
~ Pray. There's immeasurable power in it.
I live my life the best way I know how

Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas. Selamat Hari Natal to sume yg merayakannye.. my long lost good fren, Geraldine [where are you my dear?], Bartholomew Lopez [Bart], Auntie Jo n Uncle Lawrence n sume la. Have a nice one!

The Law Soc jamuan raya yg I told u about aritu was a success n fun fun fun. Will upload the pics to my collection later.

The other day, dapat buku yg kitorg fotostat dr Lecturer Conveyancing kitorg [bad bad LAW students, infringement of intellectual property muwahaha]. And so happened yg my book buruk sket qualitynye. Me, being someone yg sgt sgt sayang buku, agakla frustrated. Then my dear Yan, knowing me just too well, offered nak tuka buku die yg lawa. Lawaknye, tapi I am so so touched. Ntah. Rase bes. But of course la tak amik buku die. Ngengadenye kalo amik. But I came up with "A good fren is someone who would change her beautiful book for your ugly one" Haha. And kelmarin, again, my Conveyancing manual lak buruk [curse apa daa?!]. And Bart, charming as he always is, offered nak tuka ngan manual die yg lawa. Me n Far tros tergelak, and pandangan kami terhadap Bart will never be the same again :)

Smlm dpt a flattering sms from a fren of mine [oww blush]. And as if tu not enough, die sent byk sms pastu, telling me how I inspire him. Switnye :) Am so glad. I just live my life the best way I know how, sgt hepi if I could touch sesape's heart :)

Memoirs of A Geisha is simply one of the best books yg Am penah bace. Am especially luv luv luv the way author tu suke describe sume bende dlm bentuk analogi. My oh my.. besnye! Recommended la kat sesape yg tak baca lagi. As usual, nak share something yg tros terpahat kat minda ni the moment I read it [sori kalo tak accurate, ni apa yg ingat]: Adversity is like a strong wind. It tears away everything from us, except things that cannot be torn apart, so that we are left with ourself, and come to see ourself in what we really are, not what we might like to be. Yep s'thing like that la.

Kelly Clarkson's The Trouble With Love Is on MTV. Suke suke! Suke sume hits die, n skrg especially tgh gile Before Your Love. Amazing talent. Suke.

Oh, my boifren buat sesuatu yg swit kelmarin. Sometimes the small small stuff yg mean the most. Heheh. Boifren dear, you're the sweetest mwahs!

Saturday, December 20, 2003

I'm Lovin' It ;)

Papapapapa. Heh. Been a while. Aritupon sempat tampal lagu Fly Away [yg tgh sgt suke tetibe] je. All of a sudden, Am nak pindah dok umah sewe! All this while [dah 4 1/2 sem dok hostel], tetibe lalala wind of change melanda. Maybe sbb dah ready. Jaja's fren merangkap Ubai's gf, Kiah la promote umah ni, 450 je sewe sebulan, kitorg saje je gi tgk [sayang nak lepas good bargain camtu je], tetibe terbekenan lak. Sumeorg kata reasonable sgt sewe tu for rate Shah Alam ni. Maka, kami berempat i.e Am, Far, Jaja, n Naem akan berpindah ke umah baru new year ni insyaAllah. Baiknye Daud nak tolong [Am saje je hint hahaha] Nanti blanje mase housewarming party eh hehe. Woohoo excitednye kami!! 3 bilik yg quite spacious, kitorg will dok 2 org sebilik n the master bedroom will jadi study room@library. 1 toilet, 1 shower room, yg tak besnye dapur n living room tade partition. But we'll do something la nak buat bg nampak terpisah. All in all kire puas atila gak [kalo tak, nape la kitorg nak sgt haha] Interior nye decorations pun dah pikir hehe. Bes bes.

Ada 4 bende nak look fwd selain pindah umah. Esok, open hse Farah Laili. Next Tuesday malam, 'open hse' Law Soc. Akan bertugas bawah Jaja for regsitration. Besnye, buat kat Laman Budaya. Jahat Daud suggest geng Am buat performance tarian traditional soh bg meriah.. membadutkan diri kang haha. Mentang2 sore die sedap bole duet ngan Ayu isyh isyh. Ahad depan lak, my parents nak pegi haji [doakan parents saye selamat, sehat n dapat haji mabrur ye :)] Then, nanti ada dinner for Sekretariat MPP Law Fac lak. Will bertugas bwh Dod lak under Protocol. Hepi hepi. Walaupon bizi gak ngan blaja sbb byk sgt extra classes becos sem ni pendek sgt, tp dgn byknye aktiviti bersama kwn2 camni, hepi hepi :)

Lawak sgt. Aritu gi OU. Ingat nak tgk LOTR or Intolerable Cruelty. LOTR sold out. The latter lak tak kuar2 lagi, tak phm tol. Then mase kat wyg tu ade this guy dok tenung Am cam kenal, I thot he knew me, then mase lalu depan Am, die stare org trok2. Pastu Am marah die "apesal pandang org camtu??" sbb die stare! Then mase dah kuar dr TGV sbb tak jd tgk wayang, sedar die follow kitorg. Am cuak gak, ingatkan stalker ke hape, tros tuju ke tempat ramai org i.e. Jusco [kunun langkah berjage2la tu]. Haha here comes the lawak part, sian mamat tu org ingat die stalker yg menakutkan, die speed up, stop Am n kasik name card die nak bkenalan, apparently die executive broadcaster kat TV3. Sian die Am cuak ngan die. At least gentleman la gak sbb ngaku nak knal [w'pon sort of stalk org camtu], dr Sham dulu kasik name card die tp kate kawan die nak knal. Cheh.

Survivor Pearl Island!!! So so glad Sandra won it! Amacam Daud, dah kalah bet tu bile nak belanja Am popcorn combo tu? Nak caramel tau! Haha. Tq Far my dear sbb yakinkan Am soh bet for Sandra haha. She deserves to win la. Tapi kalo nak ikot yg true survivor Rupert la kot. But nevertheless, Survivor ni bukan game pasal sape pandai cari mkn je.. tapi sape yg pandai nak idup dlm komuniti gak. Kan kan? Pengako Sayo pon dah berakhir dgn sgt sgt hepi ending. Apala pleasure without pain kan? The same way macam spices enhances sweetness. So so hepi for Angelo n Yna. Hehe.

Am reading 'Memoirs of A Geisha' and subhanallah mmgla sgt sgt bes. I always suspected buku tu digembar-gemburkan reputation nye. Haha tp mmg bes, tinggal 1/4 lagi tak siap baca. Will comment later. Wargh panjang dah tulis. Lagu Mandy kat tv. Ibu told me Mandy tu lagu lama yg die sgt suke, sedap gak. Dahla tu.. letey lak.. batok. Tata ppl!!

Sunday, December 14, 2003

FLY AWAY
When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands and watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly, Butterfly

I have learned that beauty has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly, Butterfly

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

Sunday, December 07, 2003

Not crazy. Just a little unwell


Demam demam demam. Sgt leteh la demam, tapi kalo byk sgt rest, saket kepala lak. Been keeping my-demam-self busy since pagi.. kemas bilik, nyapu, sidai kain, kuar beli brekfes n paper, dan skrg mengadap pc. Hehe comel je Aunty pesan soh rest byk2.. Am dah rest terlampau byk smlm [serta mkn ubat.. serta minum byk sgt Ribena], Aunty, tapi still tak sehat. Huwargh rimasnye!!! Hahaha.

Lupe nak cite. Walaupon dah info kat TagBoard. My dearest fren [merangkap 'cupid' juge hehe], Dod, was elected the new Law Society's official secretary. Woohoo, u go, girl! Lantas mengalahkan ramai popular candidates spt Huzaimi n anak Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah.. bak kata Far, Dod lebih reach out kat sume lapisan masyarakat heheh. Dod dear, kami menyukung anda.. congrats again!

Learned a new case kat Jurisprudence pasal sodomy. In Texas, this male couple was caught in the act. And penalised la. In Texas, sodomy yg melibatkan same sex genders adalah an offence, tapi it's ok to do it to ur wife [sori for my language kalo offended]. So they went up to court and brought up the issue of equality between genders [for the fact yang why can do it to woman, not male?] and privacy [as their sexual life/ preferece/ behaviour -whatever u like to call it- is their own private matter.. why bother? Even Imam Al-Ghazali once wrote pasal takleh invade privacy org lain mcm Khalifah Umar pernah once did, his nawaitu was baik, but the cara is salah- invasion of privacy] The case is still on trial I think. But it got me thinking. Why is it an offence? Because it is immoral? Eih? Siape yg tentukan sodomy is an immoral thing. Sure, Islam is against it. But we are talking about Western community here, kenapa haram dlm komuniti sekular juge? Why? Why is it immoral? It is just a sexual preference kan, does not make those yg practice sodomy tu bad ppl. Kan? Ke iye? I dunno. I should have raised the Q in class, but typical of me, diam saje n pikir sorang2. Muwahaha. What do u think?

MTV dari tadi main lagu2 saye baru suke: Mandy Moore's Have A Little Faith In Me, Kelly Clarkson's The Trouble With Love, 50 Cents' 21 Q, Jessica Simpsons' With You, Jennifer Paige's Stranded. Bes bes. Oh dan saye baru beli cd Misha Omar smlm [hasil promosi trusted sources], what can I say, terpakse bersetuju dgn mereka.. Misha mmg besh! Heh. Eih boifren dear, best wishes for ur final xm next week. Jom sume doakan bf saye.. amiin. Hehe.

Demamla.. letehnye.. need some rest [rest lagi?! haha]. Chiao!

Saturday, December 06, 2003

I love you like a fat kid love cake

Like Judy, I love my everyday routine so much. Wake up pagi2, gi kelas, balik, lunch, ckp tepon with my Sayang, gi kelas semule, abis kelas relax2 baca buku cite or tgk tv or kuar. Mmlm wat la h/work ke notes ke study ke [uhuks] or more likely, tgk tv ke. College routine is a satisfying sort of life. Kan? Jurisprudence as I mentioned before, is a cure for insomnia [tho I never experience one.. ak aa kan? haha], tapi hanye semase lecturenye.. sbb tak denga. Tuturial for Juris adalah sgt2 interesting. Suke! Besungguh2 kami lari dari kelas Mr. Nazim [yg sgt hensem tapi sgt kedekut marks] dan akhirnye berjaye blaja dgn Pn Che Meriam yg rupe2nye tau saye junior die [super-super] from STF. Haha. Bias la sket, Puan heheh plis plis.

My bf's mum is not well. Am will doa selalu. Jgn worry2 ye Aunty. Bilela saye nak visit ni. Dahla tak dapat gi mase jemput raya kedue aritu [sowi]. Will visit her soon insyaAllah. [Tetibe teringat lak ade satu lagi jemputan raye yg telah terdeclined.. from Puteri UMNO. Lupela. Tade geng juge]


cute eih?!

Tau tak lagu 50 Cents- 21 Questions? Mesti tau punyela. I find this song sgt2 catchy, dan tetibe denga lyrics die, sgt cute n klaka juge. Enjoy!

21 Q [50 Cents]
Like your smile I don't wanna see you cry. Got some questions that I got to ask and I hope you can come up with the answers babe. Girl...It's easy to love me now. Would you love me if I was down and out? Would you still have love for me? If I feel off tomorrow would you still love me? If I didn't smell so good would you still hug me? If I got locked up and sentenced to a quarter century, Could I count on you to be there to support me mentally? If I went back to a hoopty from a Benz, would you poof and disappear like some of my friends? If I was hit and I was hurt would you be by my side? If it was time to put in work would you be down to ride? I'd get out and peel a nigga cap and chill and drive. I'm asking questions to find out how you feel inside. If I ain't rap 'cause I flipped burgers at Burger King would you be ashamed to tell your friends you feelin' me? And in bed if I used to my tongue, would you like that? If I wrote you a love letter would you write back? Now we can have a lil' drink you know a nightcap. And we could go do what you like, I know you like that. Now would you leave me if you're father found out I was thuggin'? Do you believe me when I tell you, you the one I'm loving? Are you mad 'cause I'm asking you 21 questions? Are you my soulmate? 'Cause if so, girl you a blessing. Do you trust me enough, to tell me your dreams? I'm staring at ya' trying to figure how you got them in jeans. If I was down would you say things to make me smile? I treat you how you want to be treated just teach me how. If I was with some other chick and someone happened to see?And when you asked me about it I said it wasn't me. Would you believe me? Or up and leave me? How deep is our bond if that's all it takes for you to be gone? And always remember girl we make mistakes, to make it up I do whatever it take. I love you like a fat kid love cake. You know my style I say anything to make you smile. Could you love me in a Bentley? Could you love me on a bus? I'll ask 21 questions, and they all about us.

Monday, December 01, 2003

MISS YOU (Aaliyah)



It’s been too long and I’m lost without you. What am I gonna do? Said I been meeting you, wanting you. Wondering if you’re the same and who’s been with you. Is it your heart still mine? I wanna cry sometimes. I miss you. Off to college, yes you went away. Straight from high school, you up and left me. We were close friends, also lovers, did everything for one another. Now you’re gone and I’m lost without you here now. But I know I gotta live and make it somehow. Come back to me, can you feel me (feel me calling). Hear me calling for you. Now I’m sitting here. Thinking about you, and the days we use to share. It’s driving me crazy, I don’t know what to do. I’m just wondering if you still care. I don’t wanna let you know that it’s killing me. I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby. Come back to me, can you feel me (feel me calling). Hear me callin’ (for you), for you. I can’t think no more (no). Since you ran away. I don’t really feel like talking (no). No one here to love me (no..no..no..). Baby do you understand me? I can’t do a thing without you.