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Ku bersumpah kan mencintai

--->Akankah seseorang yang ku impikan kan hadir? Haha.

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?

"To really love a woman.To understand her you gotta know her deep inside.Hear every thought see every dream.And give her wings when she wants to fly.Then when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms.You know you really love a woman. When you love a woman tell her that she's real wanted.When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one.Cos she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever (That you'll always be together).So tell me have you really really ever loved a woman?To really love a woman.Let her hold you 'til you know how she needs to be touched.You've gotta breathe her really taste her.Til you can feel her in your blood.And when you love a woman.You got to give her some faith hold her tight.A little tenderness you gotta treat her right.She'll be there for you.Takin' good care of you.You really gotta love your woman.And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms.You know you really love a woman.So tell me have you really really really ever loved a woman?"
Just tell me have you really really really ever loved a woman?

"Sekiranya seorang manusia dipanggil sebagai seorang penyapu sampah, dia harus menyapu sama sepertimana Michelangelo melukis atau Beethoven memainkan muziknya, ataupun Shakespeare menulis puisinya. Dia harus menyapu dengan begitu baik sekali sehingga semua yang terdapat di syurga dan dunia akan berhenti dan berkata 'disinilah tempat tinggal seorang penyapu sampah yang paling hebat, yang telah melakukan kerjanya dengan baik sekali' "

---> Konklusinye, be the best of whatever you are. Kak Zai, my Criminal Law prof kata, even kalo die cleaner bilik skalipon, she is something dalam dunia ni, takde cleaner, bilik lecturers tak bersih, bilik tak bersih, lecturer kepala berserabut, tak dapat ajar students dgn baik. Thus cleaner pon sgt penting walaupon it doesn't take a degree nak sapu sampah. Jadi, be lah the best walau apa pon yg kite buat, even the slightest thing yg kekdg kite macam tak pikir byk, macam being a good fren, anak yang baik, driver kete yg toleransi, penggune cc yang tolerate org lain, etc etc etc. Sbb as for me, kalo Am meninggalkan dunia ni nanti (chewah), I want to be remembered as someone who is loved so dearly..sbb Am telah cube to be the best at apa-apa yang I am...insyaAllah..

Al-Kisah Lorelai Gilmore&The Sweetest Thing

Kenapa saye suke Lorelai Gilmore? Saye rase kekwn pon boleh naik fed up kalo denga saye puji abis cik puan gilmore nih. Bagi saye, Lorelai adalah image seorang modern,carrier woman yg sgt perfect. Despite her pathetic family life (yakni lahirkan baby mase umo 16 without the father of the baby who was also her besfren+over-protective-puppet-master parents),die boleh cenelkan sume beban idup tu secara positive,lalui idup gracefully,sgt bersungguh2 dan passionate dlm ape yg die buat (love her),tapi tak pnh take life too seriously.malah kekdg lagi immature dr anak die.although ramai yg prefer rory's character which is also sgt bes (without lorelai proper guidance,rory pon takkan jadi bes kan)..saya berpendapat lorelai (w'pon hanye fiction) adalah sgt hebat, sgt witty+klaka,sgt cantek,byk baju cantek, sgt bijak+high self esteem+everything i'm moulding myself to be. hehehe. although ade orang tu kata "be yourself", which is so true sgt bagus,it feels good to have an idol. who's yours?

Mane swit? Ade satu soalan dalam Emode: "Picnickers in the park. Which scene would make you say, "Awww" first?" 1) A smiling couple with a 6-month old who's learning to crawl. 2) Two lovebirds staring into each other's eyes. 3) A couple playing a rousing game of tag-n-tumble. 4) An old couple reading quietly in separate lounge chairs. Moi? I picked the 1st answer.. one can't help but to smile kalo nampak young couples adoring their new born.. the idea of that adalah sgt romantic and bagi Am is the sweetest thing...

Beberapa hari dah tak update mende alah ni since Midvalley.Btw,beli kasut..beg..dan beg lagi..sgt seronok! Hahaha.Semalam supposedly ade test criminal,penat baca,tgk2 postponed lak.Kalo tahu tak jadi,pegi tgk Just Married ptg tuh.Isyh isyh,nak bersuke ria aje tahu. Arini adalah sgt hectic walaupon adalah hari Sabtu. Pagi sampai tghari ade class etiquette (which was seronok for first 1/2 hour aje),petang sambung kelas criminal law (my prof is going to london soon,so terpaksela rush),petang sikit drive balik umah dlm kepenatan dan ujan yg sgt lebat.Hahaha.Leteh leteh.Tapi takpe,sebab Siti Nurhaliza menang 3 awards lagi mlm ni for Anugerah Planet Muzik.. isyh isyh.. Minggu ni minggu jatuh kawan2 am agaknye sebab asek jatuh je sume org,haha,including me smlm.Sgt saket.Hahaha.Kelaka betol. Btw,kekwn am (i.e the 8 ppl i love most: far,naem,dod,ana,elin,jaja,aniz,mazia) tetibe dah ade lagu tema persahabatan. Kah kah. Sebabnye terscrutinize lagu I'll Be There Mariah Carey yg Westlife nyanyi balik. Biasela kalo dah scrutinize,mesti jatuh cinta. Kelaka tol, tetiap kali naik kete aje nak denga lagu tu pastu sume melalak kuat2. Far yg sgt malas nak belaja pepe pasal tekno ni pon sudi amik tahu camne nak operate cd player dlm kete tuh demi tanak nyusahkan am untuk mendenga lagu tema tu. Haha. Real fun. Btw, jom kite tgk apa yg menarik sgt pasal lagu ni!

I'LL BE THERE
You and I must make a pact.We must bring salvation back.Where there is love.I'll be there.I'll reach out my hand to you.I'll have faith in all you do.Just call my name.And i'll be there.I'll be there to comfort you.Build my world of dreams around you.I'm so glad I found you.I'll be there with a love so strong.I'll be your strength.You know i'll keep holdin on.
Let me fill you heart with joy and laughter.Togetherness, well it's all i'm after.Just call my name.And i'll be there.I'll be there to protect you,With an unselfish love that respects you.Just call my name.And i'll be there.I'll be there to comfort you.Build my world of dreams around you.You know i'm so glad I found you.I'll be there with a love so strong.I'll be your strength.You know i'll keep holdin on.If you should ever find someone new.I know he better be good to you.'Cause if he doesn't, then i'll be there.

to ponteng or not to ponteng-that is the Q

today class started at 8 tapi bangun tido kol 7.20. subuh gajah (astgahfirullah). never tido unless dah siap iron baju, and sort out buku yg perlu utk kelas esoknye-i live by that rule (huhu), but semalam tertido tanpa pikirkan sume tuh. bangun lambat pagi tadi barulah tergocoh-gacah. and worse, sometimes i'm so not a morning person. hahaha. especially bile bangun tekejot gitu. haha. dahla kelas land law maha bosan. and the lecturer was lecturing dgn sgt laju, notes pon tak sempat salin. hmmph.
dan after ni ade kelas english literature, and me n my besfren were like "nak gi BEL ke nak gi midvalley ek?" hahaha. the Q is:to ponteng or not to ponteng.hahaha.bole pulak camtu.tapi skarang kan musim mega sale.tambahan lak kuota ponteng byk lagi.haha.bile lagi? hehe. as usual, justify diri sendiri. tahap meloncat2 pikir nak ponteng ke tak. masyaAllah, macam ni kata nak jadi apa? public prosecutor? haha. BEL mmg best sbb lecturer tu romantic fella, slalu discuss love poems, banyak kasik love quotations, but then, midvalley lagi sgt interesting. thus in the end, the issue of to ponteng or not to ponteng is concluded by: ponteng ajela! mid valley menanti! heheheh!

Other Half, Hazelnut Tree & Cinta Setiap Hari

"It's no good being someone's other half, you are a whole person" -Andrew Matthews
CLEO cakap, a relationship bukan untuk completekan idup seseorang. A man should complement us,not complete us. True. Kan?

Kawan am bgtau, yg my birthdate, dalam birthday tree, adalah bawah hazelnut tree, i.e:
The Extraordinary. Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.
----> Haha Ye ke?

EVERYDAY I LOVE YOU
----> Lagu feveret my kindred spirit,Farah Hanani AbdLatif:

"I don't know but I believe. That some things are meant to be. And that you'll make a better me. Everyday I love you. I never thought that dreams came true. But you showed me that they do. You know that I learn something new. Everyday I love you. 'Cos I believe that destiny is out of our control (don't you know that I do) And you'll never live until you love with all your heart and soul. It's a touch when I feel bad It's a smile when I get mad All the little things I am Everyday I love you Everyday I love you. 'Cos I believe that destiny
is out of our control (don't you know that I do) And you'll never live until you love with all your heart and soul. If I asked would you say yes? Together we're the very best.I know that I am truly blessed. Everyday I love you And I'll give you my best Everyday I love you."

Glass- Half Full of Half Empty?

Am pecaya kalo kite nak hepi dalam idup ni,kite kene positif dgn diri sendiri. Some ppl rasa glass die macam ade dust aje. Some filled with honey, some with milk, some with plain water aje. The Q is: half empty ke half full? Am rasa glass am half full. W'pon byk lagi yg tak tercapai dlm idup ni.. terlalu byk, tapi as long as I am happy, surrounded by orang2 yang sayang am, families, great friends, doing good in what i do, enoughla for the moment. Idupla macam arini ari terakhir utk idup. Tapi after sembang with a new friend, what he said was true jugak, jgn rasa glass dah half full, sbb by that, kite tend to feel comfortable dan tanak usaha improvekan diri. But then again, my rebuttal to that (chewah,miss lak debate), half full tu bagi am mksdnye bersyukur dan being greatful for apa yang ada. In the same time kenela berusaha filled up the glass, dan kalo boleh tanaklah dgn air meneral aje, nakla ade air sirap, koko, cendol etc, barula idup ni sronok. Haha. I am trying to live life to the fullest.. masih mencuba.. ;-)

IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES

"sometimes late at night.i lie awake n watch her sleeping. she's lost in peaceful dreams. so i turn out the lights n lay there in the dark. n the thought crosses my mind. if i never wake up in the morning. would she doubt the way i feel about her in my heart. if tomorrow never comes. will she know how much i love her. did i try in every way to show her every day that she's my only one. n if my time on earth were through. n she must face the world without me. is the love i give her in the past gonna be enoght to last. if tomorrow never comes. cause i lost loved ones in my life who never knew how much i loved them. now i live with the regret. that my true feelings for them never were revealed. so i made a promise to myself. To say each day how much she means to me. And avoid that circumstance where there's no 2nd chance to tell her how i feel. so tell someone that you love. just what you're thinking of. if tomorrow never comes."

Baru pas menambah pghtn (kunun) kat #kuiz. Aduh,saket kepala! Kene kejutan letrik tadi masa tgh nak betolkan wire kat blakang cpu. Another boring day.. apalah.. cutipon bosan.. My dad takde (he's completing his executive studies kat UM),so,taklela gi jejalan. Notes tak siap rewrite lagi, since February pulak tu. Malas..malas. Tadi tgk Ally McBeal. Neurotic betol pompuan tu haha love her. Jom renung sket, LOVE: logical atau practical? mana yang patutnye? Ally belives in being practical. Aku? Being happy kot, kalo tak happy, nak watpe semakkan pikiran?! Ye tak? Aduh, sakit kepala!!!

Yea yea! Created my blogspot. Tatau nak write pe, as a starter,kasi testing dulu. Nanti2 kalo nengok cam hampeh aje,edit aa. Bole kan? Computer illetrate sket hamba ni. I'm trying to trust technology (macam yg Mr.Yunus,my Land Law lecturer cadangkan,sbb tak percaya pada assignment yang dianta online. haha) Btw, ni Marliza Yanti Mohamad Radzi, ppl panggil Am sebenanye. Some call me Yanti (haha indon tak? my mom gave this name to me sebab mase die pregnant die suke bangat tengok sinetron indon) Sape kenal am, tau am ni seorang Serikandi, haha, as in budak STF, now doing my LLB in UiTM and hope to grad dgn pakai selendang (amiin) dan pastu nak jadi PP ke, peg.diplomat ke, peg undang2 ke, anything yg bawah kjaan aa (bukan sbb stabil,tapi sbb JPA taja idup am,baju baru am,buku2 law yang tebal dan mahal,makanan2 yang menggemukkan am (double chin ku sedang mentriplekan dirinye haha), etc etc, chewah. I'm in denial) Hope bole cenelkan kebusanan idup ni (my life is too stable.. takde spice langsung. hahaha) kat dalam mende nih. Okehla will write more soon. Ape nak tulis eik? Sape nak baca? Baca sendiri aa. Haha.