MEMORY

Currently, the blog's theme song is Memory by Barbra Streisand. Partly becoz cari lagu I Finally Found Someone [nanti kite duet eh Sayang], tapi tade, decided that Memory is good too. Pnh denga die performed live.. so so sedap. Lantakla kalo die bahan lawak South Park or homo's hot stuff [so what?], the point is, this is a beautiful song :) Dan paling important, partly lg sbb I discovered myself to be having Selective Memory Loss problem sometimes. I choose mende2 yg I want to keep, dan yg lain ilang. Kekdg die dtg, yg simpan ilang. Depends of what suits me. And it goes on la. Haha this probably sound bizarre, but Far sure do understand. Tapi s'times lain, I could remember dgn crystal clear everything, cthnye mase umo 4 thn, demam, Bapak gi outstation n I missed him badly, cried my heart out the whole night dan muntah2-- oh the memories play dgn so vividly in my head. There u go. But s'times dtgla masa yg, well, saye memilih utk lupe certain bende. Lg cth, mase2 dgn my ex. Kdg tu sgt2 lupe even camne kitorg berckp: "org-awak"? weirdnye. Tp kdg tu bole ingat dgn jelas how die kdg2 treated me like dirt, tapi kdg2 gave me a princess-like treatment [Semoge God bless him. Heh] Whatever lah. Maybe part of me nak get rid of those baggages [kekdg rase cam excessive] tapi other part of me ckp "JGN! jln tuju depan. tapi kekdg mesti mau jengok blkg jugak. Muhasabah." Err ye ke?! Merepek jek kot. Anyway, I sure love this song.. Memory :)

~9 months. Keria. Bintang~

On Oprah yesterday: Opening The Box. Pasal the taboo of older women dating younger men. I'm actually quite traditional but I'm open to the idea = ok jek kalo belaku kot. After Oprah ni (oh I love the show!) lagi la open fikiran saye thdp topik ni. Technically, bf saye younger than me. Exactly 9 months. Youngerla tuh. Tambah lagi 3 bulan, he'd be my junior. He once made an interesting point on this. i.e on the day I was born, Allah rase saye so so special maka saye perlu ade someone to be with me for the rest of my life, maka He created my bf, and 9 months after tuh, bf saye lahir :) Hehe See why I love him so much? Keh keh :)

We had pajeri nenas, udang sweet sour n kueh keria for buke pose smlm. Yum. Ibu tuh sgt terer masak, not a wonder la sbb sume mak terer masak tapinye ibu ni diff sbb sgtla cekap. Mcm chef. Ke sbb die ade assistant yg cekap? Muwahahaha. Syok sgt wat kueh kerie. My feveret. Tak suke beli (tapi abg mat nye sedap) maka wat smlm. Knapela org jual2 ni tak wat sedap2? My maktok used to jual kueh dulu n mase saye kecik2 maktok jual kueh just for the simple pleasure of sharing her gift of 'membuat seri muke yg plg sedap di dunie' with others. Sgtla sedap. Yummy :)

Finished reading Angels (Marian Keyes). Yummy good. Suke suke suke. Sgt witty. Konklusi yg dpt saye gather dr situ ialah, r'ship ni ade ups n downsnye, but as Garv put it: "The stars are always there, even in the day light. Sometimes we just can't see them." Nice :)

Glorious Ramadhan

Ooo Brothers and Sisters;
Let us discover the beauty of patience and faith. Semuge kite sume mendapat a blessed and glorious Ramadhan.

Selamat meraikannya :)

--- Alamin. Daud. Yoshimi ---

Alamin ialah seorg kanak2 luar biasa. Die anak kpd Datin Tini (my mom's close fren) yang baru berusia 9 tahun. 1 hari, mama die gi opis lambat, nampakla die nak gi skola, bungkus2 brg. mama die gi la tgk apa yg mencurigekan sgt tuh. tgk2, eskem yg sgt byk. rupe2nye die beniage kat skola. mind u die ni anak datuk, maka sgtla kaya kan. tapi adalah beniage sendiri utk kumpul duit nak beli game yg die lama aim. die soh driver die beli plastik n bahan2 n malam2 die akan buat eskem tu dgn his maid. darjah 3. anak datuk. beniage sendiri nak beli brg gune duit sendiri sbb kesian kat mama die. is he an angel or what? dahla sgt comel. kecik2pon dah sgt bijak. ibu bgtau datin tini i'm like totally in luv with this kiddo, datin adalah nak buat saye jadi menantu but the prob is i'm 12 tahun olderla. haha. sgt kagumla saye ngan kanak2 ni. inspiring tol. heheh.

maaf pada daud sbb termissed wish befdei die (jahatla ko dod. eheh. NO). lupe. my bad. smlm die wat befdei bash (sportingnye parents daud kasi party sampai kol 1). lambat sgt soh "wrap urself in a box with a blue ribbon pastu pos gi jb". pos laju pon 2 hari encik ooi. eheh. anyway, got 2 sms from him yg kinda touched my heart. hehe. hmm.. real nicela die ni. sesapela jadik awek Mr. D ni nanti, she sure is lucky :)

Yoshimi is my japanese name. buat kuiz What Jap Name Suits You? kat Quizilla. Dapat Yoshimi which means Happy n Beautiful :P

A TRIBUTE TO DR. M: HE DID IT HIS WAY

“And now, the end is near, and so he faces the final curtain.” Dr. M, his Sinatra principle, his Brilliant ideas, his beautiful mind, dan perletakan jawatannya in less than a week.
Dr. M once said that die sendiri tak tau if die really like ‘My Way’, and Mr. Hasan Hamzah (in his The Wake Up Time) interpreted tu to convey the msg yg he is not done yet, banyak lagi mende for him to do.
But eventually, masanye tlh tibe. Dr. M akan srhkan jwtn die kpd his successor Pak Lah, dan saye adalah sgt sgt sedeh, dan sedikit bimbang. Bkn sbb krg percaya pd Pak Lah, tapi Dr. M is 2nd to none and incomparable. He is just not a PM per se, he is everything a Superhero could be.
Not that I’m obsessed with him or what, tp kalo piker kan, whether u luv him or u despise him, sume mesti can’t help but to agree with me yg he’s the SIFU, the greatest leader.

Mr. Hasan wrote dlm Chapter 4 (my fav chap): Would it be diff if Dr. M were to practice law? Sbb die originally nak jadi lawyer. (Eheh Sir, I’m pursuing ur dream. His daughterpon- happened to be my junior) Dr. M’s attitude dlm dealing with prob berasas dr med training- put aside fears, dan musti ade courage.
Camne ek? He is prima facie a scientist. Tp juge is a philosopher. A believer. Penulis. Pemikir. Akauntan. Politician (as Einstein put it: Politics is more difficult than Physics). Penggiat agama. Yada yada yada. U name it, he just is. But most importantly, he is sooo humane.. a loyal n dedicated hubby, a role model father, a loving tok wan, n a person with original character, wisdom, wit, intelligence etc. He’s all that lah.

Kalola Dr. M tau camne saye study, kemalasan saye, betapa saye suke buang mase, tak brp suke heavy discussions (except yg involve Dr. M @ BN) etc etc, Dr. M musti akan kecewa sbb even the person who loves n respects him so dearly pon (erm that’d be me) bole tak berubah2 lagi. I’m sowi :(
Then again, quoting Dr. M: “I’ll do what I can do.” Eheh. Dr. M, you are an inspiration. Missing your leadership olredi :(

Pokok-Pokok Kehidupan

MINE:
HAZELNUT TREE [the Extraordinary]
charming. undemanding. very understanding. knows how to make an impression. active fighter for social cause. popular. moody and capricious lover. honest and tolerant partner. precise sense of judgment.

MY BF'S:
APPLE TREE [the Love]
of slight build. lots of charm, appeal, and attraction. pleasant aura. flirtatious. adventurous. sensitive. always in love, wants to love and be loved. faithful and tender partner. very generous. scientific talents. lives for today. a carefree philosopher with imagination.
[Freaky!! Mostly betol!]

MY BESFREN'S:
PINE TREE [the Particular]
loves agreeable company. very robust. knows how to make life comfortable. very active. natural. good companion, but seldom friendly. falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly. gives up easily. everything disappointments until it finds its ideal. trustworthy. practical.
[Those yg -ve tu No No, but oh she IS particular haha!]

God put a smile on my face :)

woohoo just got back from PD. exhaustednye masyaAllah but it was really really fun! gi ngan far, dod, elin, ana, kak su, aniz, wif 2 cars- mine n elin's. mase gi dod drove. tq. heh. stayed at Kayns which was okay la. tapi mmg bes aa ptg tu gi berendam, main banana boat n jet ski. gile besh!!! kembara buat hal remote takle gune luckily ade mamat2 yg baik ati tolong aa stopkan alarm kembaraku itu. cheh spoil mood je (not really sebenanye sbb mmg hepi sgt). balik tu mandi pool n jakuzi sambil tgk sunset waa gile besh. mlm sgt leteh. gi dinner tempat nampak dasat punyela cantek tgk2 foods tak besh. tapela. balik tgk tv, main Psst n pillow fight. cheh gile kuat elin tu. esoknye pas subuh gi tgk sunrise (sort of haha), berbekalkan sandwich yg am n far buat, kitorg gi mandi laut, benam far jadik duyung pregnant cheh, mandi pool sambil main slide2, balik, siap, check out, gi lunch, off to S. Alam. am drove woohoo sgt leteh. sampai room tido sampai kol 6. tapinye, vacation yg mmg bes. kawan2, sayang sgt korang! eheh.


God also gave me some tears :(

Dpt news yg maha sedeh. my boifren tak dapat ticket nak balik winter ni. huwaa sedeynye. sedey sedey sedey Tuhan sajela yg tahu. been menghitung hari tunggu disember. miss u :( takpela Sayang, i can wait forever.. i know it's worth it all to spend my lifetime with u *kisses*

Passion v Love: If You Are To Choose!?

If you are to choose between your passion and the love of your life, which one would prevails? ---> I asked this Q to 3 close friends of mine, Far, Mr. Daud, n Honey. They gave me answers yang I can really relate to. Here goes:

Far answered without hesitation. Boifrenla. When asked why.. Far kata, kalo passion, kite sorang2 je. Kalo choose boifren, we will never be lonely. Jiwa akan penuh dah. See my besfren.. a gem she is.. haha.. so shweeet.

Mr Daud gave me a perfect answer: 'That would be simple. My true passion will always be the one I love. Anything else can wait.' Woohoo u score dude!

Honey kata mestila boifren die sbb apa2pon passion die would be, kalo takde dah, bole ganti, bole cari balik.. kalo boifren.. takkan dapat dah yg sama mcm tu.

Bes bes. My answer? Not much different. Tapi tak sure passion Am apa. byk noo. tapi kalo Far bole jadik passion, and kene choose, that'd be tough. I'd rather not living than to have to choose between them. Tapi tak acila kalo jadikan besfren tu sbg passion kan. Camnila.. let say, Akmal Rizal. Passion die mestila bola bola dan bola. Tu yg die good at, sgt terer dan suke, dan mata pencarian. Tapi kalo gelfren die soh pilih, mestila die susah kan. Die tak bole jawab "susahla yang.. 2-2 saye sayang.. awak saye sayang, tapi sayang saye kat bola ni lebih dr segalanye" ahah. tak bole camtu. tade pe yg akan lebeh hurt selain dr di compare mcm tu. he should answer "2-2 berada dlm kelas sendiri. 2-2 sayang, tapi lain prasaannye. bola passion saye. tapi saye takle idop tanpe awak. dan kalo awak betol sayang saye, awak mesti paham :)" now this is the kind of jawapan yang Am rase betol. haha. Untuk org yg tade true passion maybe senang cakap, tapi tu la.. Am rase.. pepepon, the love of ur life should never come 2nd in your list. She worth more than that. Sungguh.

Then again, this is open to discussion. Pendapat peribadi saye. Sesiapa yg tak bersetuju takpe. Heh.

Anyway, I love you, Sayang. You are incomparable.

And Life is A Road I Wanna Keep Going

Bebrp minggu xm yg tak besh dan agak tertekan. Haha. As usual takkan penah serik nak stadi di wkt2 terakhir. Got 1 more paper i.e Criminal Law II, Ahad ni. tak setat lagi. muwahaha. Equity&Trust which is supposed to be my feveret paper mostly becos class die+ lecturer bes sgt turned out to be somewhat a nightmare. exaggerate kot. tadela. the toughest paperla kot. but maybe sbb i expect byk sgt of myself since tu subject yg besh n tamau hampekan lecturer die yg mmg bes. Mr. Basir dearie, sowi kalo tak up to ur expectation. ur class mmg bes aah. should be more of them like u.. (betapa fanatiknye Am n geng kat Mr. Basir, mase wat die punye Borang Kaji Selidik Tenaga Pengajar, we gave him almost sume perfect 9 haha)

Tadi Far wat analogi baru. sorang mamat ni call die (sesi nak knal before tu etc takyahla cite. tu la ko. comey sgt ahaks) then Far sms bgtau cam gile formal borak. Am reply kata 1st time.. besela kot.. org tu org tua sket lak tu. then Far ckp ni mmg prima facie DBP. haha analogi yg comel. DBP? bosan tahap kamus la tu kot. eh tapi kamus bes apa. aku sayang sgt kamus aku. thesaurus ko pon tak bes mcm kamus aku, Far. hahaha.

Tak sabanye tunggu kol 12 hari ahad 19 oktober. (eh 19/10 befdei budak zu. happy becoming befdei, budak!) maka akan meronggengkan diri - nak tgk wayang wayang wayang (boifren saye kata Down With Love bes. maka 1st skali on our list), nak shopping, nak gi jalan ngan kekwn yea yea. sian boifren saye banyak keje. tamau tensen tensen eh yang. i have faith in all u do. heheh. *and love is the river i wanna keep flowing :)

XM??! (read: uwek!!!!)

uwek uwek uwek!
nak muntah ngadap sume mende berkaitan undang2!
muntah muntah muntah!
hahaha :P
baru lepas 2 paper. ada 3 lagi. uwek uwek uwek.
sayang.. kidnap owang!!!!

Anyone Of Us [Stupid Mistake]

----> Lagu nyanyian Gareth Gates dgn so beautifully sampai tak perasan yg lyrics die actually bole buat kaum Hawa rase nak mengamalkan kickboxing ke atas mana2 kaum Adam yg menyokong dasar Encik Gareth dalam lagu ni. What was he thinking mase tuh??? Suko-suko ati die aje. Don't wanna lose u? Duh! *role eyes*

Tian Zao Zhi He (Heaven-Made Union)

weekends aritu balik umah. both my parents were demam. ibu merengek2 nak mkn porridge. offered diri nak masak chicken soup n moi for her, tp die nak yg sg. buloh punye jugak. yela yela. bapak selalunye akan ikut je tp mslhnye diepon demam. but then, the next day, bile bapak balik dr his class kat UM (slps 1 hari denga ibu bebel nak mkn porridge haha) bapak bawak balik porridge idaman ibu tu. hmm.. :) Heaven-made union.. that's what they are. camtula kerajenan bapak melayan ibu. tak pnh fail. tgh2 mlm ibu rase nak mkn kfc, die bawakla. kekdg bapak rungut2 gak. tp die mesti puaskan ati ibu gak aa. anything. tp my ibu tu vice verca.. sgt layan bapak. tak pnh tgk bapak masukkan baju dlm machine sendiri.. gosok baju sendiri.. bla bla.. sume ibu buat. every morning.. setiap ptg.. pas bapak masuk umah selepas gardeningnye.. mesti dah siap kopi feveret bapak. every weekends gi wet market sesama, balik, bapak siang sume2 tu, ibu will cook his feveret dishes. routine yg sama setiap kali. bes bes. dan mcm2la contoh lagi. sgt manjela parents Am tuh. tak tahula. masih lovey-dovey. masih sgt sayang. masih sangat rajin layan. tension tgk. haha. tak tak. sgt bahagia. Heaven-made union... hope we are too, dear... *hugs*