[bulan menyinari di awangan]

akum ppl. kat cc. busan. baru balik dr midvaley with far n naem. hehe. wat surprise kat far td balik awal dr umah ngan sebijik kek american choc yg pergh sedap. pastu gi blanje die mkn sushi king which was sgt sgt fun. sonok pilih dr mkn. haha. budak2 ni shopping kasutla.. apa tah lagi. am beli foundation maybelline baru yg kaler ijau tuh. nampak cam tak greasy. lgpon arini last harge camtu. tak taula sesuai ke tak. besh besh. arini bes. japgi nak tgk konsert reunion AF. kalu tunjuk kat astro la. dan mlm ni akan ditutup dgn gilmore yg bes. esok kene struggle wat asgnmnt land law. haha as always.. keje last minute. ahaks. btw my dear, semuge cepat sembuh hehe. muahs.

demimu bendera + kegembiraan kesayanganku

1st cite pasal bendera. sempena MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! pada arini. kunun cite pasal patriotisme la ni. ceritera bermule bile am n ibu nak pegi shop till bapak drops tghari tadi, then realised yg bapak pakai kiki gi keje so we had to take his car. sephia tuh actuallynye ade bendera tp dah tercabut kat jasin mase gi tgk adeq last wednesday (jwb xm btol2, fandy!) ibu.. being patriotic as she is, sgt malu nak gi kl dgn kete yg tak menyahut seruan kerajaan camtu. makanye pegi la bkt sentose dulu carik bendera. 1st gi RM2Ria, abis. kedai seblah die abis. gi Buletin abis. kedai seblah dan seblah dan seblah abis. gi Idees abis. at last jumpe kat Valuemart. tapinye RM6 sgt mahal! ibupon psgla dgn bangge. tetibe mase baru je 3 minit jln, die tercabut n terpelanting tgh2 jln. ibupon berenti kan kete (jauh lak tu) dan merayu anak daranye ini utk gi amek tgh2 jln. pastu psgla lg skali. then mase before nak masuk tol, tercabut lagi skali dan dah malasla nak gi slamatkan ia. dr. M musti bangge kalu tau huhuhu. punyela nak menyahut seruan negara. bukannye tak berbangge. i'm so proud to be malaysian, sgt bangge nak kibarkan jalur gemilang tapi setelah bebrp keletehan, tak laratla. sowey. to industri bendera: buatla pelekat yg lebeh utuh okie?! anyway, happy 46th independence day, dirgahayu tanahairku..

2ndly. kegembiraan kesayanganku, which is maksud nama besfren saye.. Farah Hanani Abd Latif. saing ngan befdei mesia, far turned 21 today! happy befdei, dearest. far, my kindred spirit, sorang kawan yg sumeorg should have, everything a besfren could ever be. wish am utk die adalah semuge slalu ade happiness, keberkatan n rahmatNya, sukses dunia akhirat, love n frenship, n bahagia sampai syurga. sayang far! kwn sampai syurga!!!! sungguhla ko ni kegembiraan kesayangan aku.. muah!

For Better For Worse

for good times and bad times i'll be on your side forever more. baca artikel pasal why couples suke berada dlm crisis. the article submits bahawa ia adalah berpunca dr stigma 'menghadapi kesusahan bersama akan mengukuhkan perhubungan'. partly, ini adalah betol. tapi when the r'ship is based ataupon dipertahankan atas sbb pnh mengharungi kesusahan bersama --> adalah sgt wrong. one story yg die analogikan ialah this girl, S, her bro eksiden n died. mase to J, baru je jd bf die of 3 months. tp J, sgt swit n sgt caring, was there for her, tolong die hadapi trauma tu etc etc yg kite bole imaginela. so then, after S dah ok, die sedar yg die bukannye suke betol kat J, tapi simply sbb J dah bersama2 die lalui saat2 plg sukar dlm idop die. but then bile S jumpe M, M buat die start fresh. lupe mase silam yg sedey, unlike bile S dgn J, die kept teringat pasal her bro's death sbb J was part of it. as much as kite mau kesian sama J, it is also unfair kalo S tros suke J for the wrong reason, i.e. J was there for her bukan saje for better.. but mostly sbb for worse. so the article suggestsla yg facing crisis together could be sesuatu yg bole strenghten the r'ship, tp ia tak sepatutnye menjadi sbb utama. sukung. bile ade someone yg kite sayang n trust n yakin n kite akan be there for die for better for worse, kite mesti expect him/ her to do the same. n by doing so, die mesti score. am percaya kalu die tak berada bersama/ bantu/ at least care pasal kite punye masa2 'worse' tuh, then die mmg bukan the one la. sape sanggup dgn org yg sepatutnye care pasal kite, tp tak tunjuk langsung? how could u ask me to feel the thing u never show? eheh. tp, if that someone buat mende2 tuh utk kite, ia mestilah bukan menjadi penyebab kite mau tros bersama2 die. kite dan die mestila menjadi the main attraction/ sebab. bukan anasir2 lain. ok ok.. then pulak.. camne nak tahu yg that someone adalah someone yg bole be there both for good times (which is easy).. and yg tgh dibcgkan skang ni, masa2 bad. cthnye tetibe diognised with cancer ke.. bisnes jatuh ke, kene saman kat ct ke, eksiden ke etc etc. camne nak tahu? sbb kekdg di awal r'ship, true colours takkan nampak, awal2, mesti die tunjuk yg baik2 saje, yg caring2 side saje. ntahla, this cannot be answeredla kot. u just got to trust ur antena. jewel soh percaya intuition 'cause it will lead us in the right direction. will he/ she be there for better for worse? we'll never know kot, sampaila mase tu tibe. will u be there for me, dear? i trust my intuition, n i believe in u.. eheh.

[you'll never know how much]

i am officially a gilmore girls' addict (seblom ni pon ye gak gak haha). smlm tgk gilmore tahap nangis tuh. rory's valedictorian speech was superb. bes bes. mengharukan. die bgtau die ade 2 worlds: satu world of books (penggile buku nye pompuan tu.. macam sape ek? hehe) satu lagi dunia yg lebeh real. dunia yg ade fleshes and bones, love and laughter etc etc. esp her grand parents yg macam 2 pillars. dan her best friend.. of course her mom lah. tak ingat dah vividly tp yg pastinye sesangatla swit sampai sume penggile gilmore sob sob sket dlm bilik tv tuh. huwaa besnye gilmore. suke suke suke.

pagi tadi ade strata title symposium. wajib, tapi actuallynye pegi for the sake of utk ponteng kelas mr. nazim. huwargh haha. busan gile simposium pasal land law. nasebla wajib. tapi pas sign attendance, dan mendengar selama sejam lebeh sket, mase encik omputih tu kasik break, maka sayepon melarikan diri gi bekfes n balik borak. rase guilty gak memule tu (kununla) tapi memandangkan tahap busan lagi menguasai tahap guilty.. whateverlah... sinatra principle.. haha.

pagi tadi baca cleo. mamat tu apa ntah nama die Guess punye face alaah yg blakon 2fast2furious ganti vin diesel skang ni. die ckp die botak sbb ade sorang pompuan ni bgtau die her ideal man adalah muscular, tall, n bald. so die dah cukup 2 deskripsi. utk cukupkan, maka die botak dan tetibe maybe die rase die hensem abis botak haha maka stayla botak. pastu tanyela far, ideal man die camne (dlm bentuk watak). far jawab mcm dawson, as in dawson (james tuh) dalam dawson's creek. am mmg ade jwpn lama dah utk ni. mine would be larry paul (as in ally mcbeal's robert downey jr.) uwaa suke larry. apala masalah ally tuh. tapi konklusinye, saye sgt suke dan cayang soulmate saye. hahaha.

"you're here in my heart"

"i don't know why you're so far away,
but i know that this much is true"
---> miss u miss u miss u, dear huwaaa huwaa.
weather arini sgt2 melancholy. camne tu cuace bole diinterpret camtu? haha. atau maybe jiwe saye. my bf's back ke sane olredi n i'm missing him like hell dah. hahaha. gile. my frens adelah sgt2 swit. kasik kitorg certificate: awarded by panel of love observers. the cutest couple award. haha swit tak kawan2 saye? sian diorg nak kumpul signatures 8 org di minggu xm yg tade klas, di mana sumenye tinggal merata tempat.. mmg la susah. baiknye baiknye. love them. anyway my dear, take care. owang tunggu die... huwaa if only lah i could save time in a bottle..

last week was mid term xm week yg telah dihadapi dgn adrenaline rush yg melampau sbb tetiap haripon rase unprepared nak mampos sbb.. tula.. mase cuti mid term chekgu soh blaja, hari2 berpoye2, merayau2 pegi becinte. pastu mase xm tibe mulela kelam kabut (biasela, am dan kelam kabut kan sgt sinonim). tapi biasela, stadi last minit mmg gile bes aa. esp kalo kuar xm hall tu dgn prasaan yg "alhamdulillah aa, tak seterok yg expected" haha tak serik2. am.. am.. bilela nak mencontohi anwar raof ni?! haha.

"Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows out the candle and blows up the bonfire." --> François de La Rouchefoucauld

[Kota keRianGan, xm & FeaR FactoR]

got the spelling right this time haha (stf ians yg rajen jenguk kawanaku musti paham). went to genting dgn die hari rabu. ramai gak org sbb ramai tourist timor tgh. isy isy lamanye dah nak cite. ilang dah excitement. tak buke net 2-3 hari ni. ingatkan osak. takpela, konklusinye: bes bes bes bes bes sangat. hahaha.

next week adelah mid term xm week. satu hape tak stadi lagi. even notes criminal n civil procedure tak siap kemaskini lagi. huwaa akot akot. takpe takpe.. skang ni ade mende lain yg tgh lebeh takut lagi. one fear at a time hahaha.

skang tgh takut nak gi......... hahaha. mmgla certain ppl rase tak lojik nak takot mende camtu. buduh jek. tapi camtula.. that's my fear factor nak wat camne?! harap bole lepas mende tu dgn bes n hepi. amiiin. am, jgnla supply kat otak ko yg ko takot! bape kali dah soh buat camtu tapi tak sukses. isy isy.. just go with the flowla am. takot camne pon, kene hadapi gak. maka, hadapila dgn baik. kalo nak cross sungai naik bot. camnepon kene cross gak sbb tade pilihan lain/ that's the best thing to do. so instead of cube pegang pokok2 kat tepi sungai tu try lepaskan diri dari bot tuh, baik kite naik bot tu sambil bersonok, senyum, dan bersenang-lenang. then again, write mmg senang. yang tulis ni pon susah nak aplikasi hahaha. okla tak cukup mase. nak bersiap. nak hadapi fear factorku. ahaks tahpape. tata all.

KARMA?

am langgar kete org arini. kat tol s.alam. merce lak tuh. kembara tade pe pon (alhamdulillah). sian kete pakcik tu termasuk sket ke dlm. ye aa kene besi kembara yg gagah. tp setau am tade pe sgt, just gi ketok jek sbb tak libatkan cat pon. tp berderau la gak. actually parents tak tahu psl ni sbb i tried to setel mase tu gak. bayar aa apa yg ade (smlm ntah nape ade instinct nak kuar $$$ byk2 dgn alasan "nanti takyah kuar dah" reropenye bergune). pakcik tu pon baik jek. yg accompanied die siap pakai jubah n serban lagi. so die amek $$$ dan kalu tak cukup, akan call am. doala die tak call. amiin. huwaa abis duit saye nak gi wat facial ++++. persoalannye: jeng jeng jeng. am caya setiap perkare ade sbb dan hikmah. adakah ini karma?? am penah langgar org tp tak prasan? am penah utang org tapi tak ingat? adekah Allah cube setelkan dose am? adekah Allah cube beri peringatan pd am? atau ujian? atau adela hikmahnye? sumenye.. hanye Dia yg tahu..

++ QUIZ & AQLI ++

baru pas cet ngan far. pastu die kene kuar sbb mama die bising die online lama. tadi wat colour quiz kat girlspace. ni haa verdict. eh, ke personal sgt haa? taKpe aa. bukan btol pon. ade la yg mengene. gile senang kuiz die- click2 kaler2 yg buat kite rase bes, dr plg bes ke plg tak bes. bebrp kali. dan kuar result. mine:

Existing Situation: Works well in cooperation with others. Needs a personal life of mutual understanding and freedom from discord.

Stress Sources: The tenacity and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties has become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground. She feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to her and from which she wants to escape, but she feels unable to make the necessary decision.

Restrained Characteristics: Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension. Circumstances force her to compromise and to forgo some pleasures for the time being. Capable of achieving physical satisfaction from sexual activity.

Desired Objective: Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. Longs for interesting and exciting things to happen and wants to be admired for her charm.

Actual Problem: The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She reacts by seeking outside confirmation of her ability and value in order to bolster her self-esteem. Inclined to blame others so that she may shift the blame from herself. Anxiously searching for solutions and prone to compulsive inhibitions and compulsive desires.

mende ni mmg kekdg tak betol, kekdg betol. but sumenye dalam the way kite compute kan ia kat kepala kite. again, pasal subconsious mind la ni. kalo kite percaye, makanye kite tend to jadik mcm tu aa. "ooo aku mcm ni sebenanye"---> thought ni tarok dlm aqli, maka akan adela reaction kpd thought ni, yg dilakukan oleh subconcious mind. reaction ni mungkin akan jadi mcm yg kite pikir tuh, sbb yela.. kite yg kasik input tuh. tp diff ppl, diff case la kan.. maybe ade yg btol kene.. hip hip hoorey pandai kuiz ni baca personality melalui mende camni jek (yea yea as if.. too simple haha, kalu jawab byk2, bolela caya sket), tapi humble sumbission saye ialah it's all in the mind.. terpulang pada kite.. reaction kite dikawal thought kite, thus, kawalla thought tuh! amat crucial.. uhuks senangnye cakap kan? hmm.. ini adalah teorinye.. praktikal sket2.. at least bile ade mantera sendiri/ own ostritch shell (mcm dlm 'i moved ur cheese' soh buat), baru ade haluan.. baru ade kepercayaan.. ye ke eih? iyee..

[vince-denial-befdei-proposal]

hot hot hot. hehe ape lagi. cite akedemi la. cliche la am ni tak abis2 cite pasal AF ni. haha sukatila. suke vince menang sbb wpon suke khai suke suke tapi vince mmg sgt layak. tapi mmg nak kasi 2 thumbs up la kat aznil. bes aa mamat tu jadik pengacara. witty. klaka. sgt pandai sesuaikan emosi die dgn situasi. dan sgt pandaila kontrol keadaan.. bes bes. byk2 suke performance 1) vince: waa ferhad gerenti tabik padaiyappa kat die. sgt sgt bes. 2) sahri: need i say more? 3) nana: powerla die nyanyi i will survive. sgt sgt girly sbb comel, tp in the same time sgt sgt besla attitude die. okla. enuffla pasal akademi tuh.. abis dahpon.. haha..

saya dan denial. saye ni baru tahu saye ade masalah denial: merujuk kepada denial thdp merajok dan tak puas ati. most of the time, dan pd ramai gak org, am adalah tamau mengaku merajok. tamau mengaku tak puas ati. pastu bengkakkan ati sendiri. punce belom dikenalpasti. malu nak ngaku? rase tak layak nak majok? ntahla. jadi, kalo nampak am mcm bukan am, yakni tak senyum, pastu tamau sembang, tapi tak ngaku majok, plizla paham itu bukannye tak majok. itu DENIAL. woohoo buat confession lak kat sini. saje je nak bantu pihak2 yg mungkin perlukan bantuan ni..

befdei party kak neem sgt best. sume bejalan lancar (wpon muhyiddin yassin tetibe nyebok jap, sian far haha). bes bes. kak neem musti bangge dgn dod huhu. mungkin part yg plg bes ialah bile dod, elin, huzaimi, n hazri main baling telur (yg sepatutnye gune utk goreng mihun, tapi termasuk dlm bekas buah yg patutnye am n far potong), campak2 ais dan air sambil kejar2 satu padang tuh. haha klaka. kanak2 kat situ pon heran tgk. hahaha. baiknye boifren saye. haha. naseb baikla tade ana, kalo ade, elin musti lagi syiok menjlnkan aktiviti die. comelnye elin tu, sungguh notty.

nenonenoneno: the sweetest proposal. am baca dlm glamour. waaa. topik 'she's the love of his life' cite pasal stars n patner mereka aa. adela rob thomas, mikey n audrey (jack n jill), ramaila. tapi swit gile yg ni. proposal mamat ni (tak ingat nama). die letak cincin kat rantai gf die (mase tu) n ckp hanye sarung kat jari bile ready. waa sgt suke sbb die nak, tp tak pakse. dah aa die ckp gf die tu sgt cantek sbb akan nampak cantek wpon dlm sweater harge $10, dan lagi la bile dlm gown harge $10 000. erm switla. hmm...

"I Live My Life The Best Way I Know How"

akum sume. huhu am baru pas siap type assignment criminal. kat umah mazia, sebok jek nak gune internet die. mazia kata tape.. umah die pakai flat rate, kalo tak gune ke.. gune ke.. sama je kene baya per month. sian far tgh menaip lagi. heheh jgn jeles eh far. saye dah bole berpoye2. japgi nak kene bawak kak ida shopping barang2 utk masak ptg ni kat umah dod. isyh isyh baru ingat nak gi bukit raja ngan far. takpela demi dod. dod nak buat party utk akak angkat die mlm kang. piknik lagi. besh besh. baik adek dod ni. erk kak neem takkan baca blog ni kan? or else akan tak jadi surprise dah aa. haha.

pagi tadi kan.. ade org tu kan.. jadi hulk. haha. tahpepe kalo tido suke jadi hulk. dahla muke kat student id die mcm hulk haha comel. takpe takpe, disbbkan die baik sgt nak ikot org gi bday party kak neem mlm kang. dahla ramai kwn org. isyh isyh tak mcm org kan? sgtla degil kan kan? hahaha.

smlm denga perfect match kat mix (to far dan die.. takyah baca dah. mesti busan. haha denga org teruja skali lagi haha). malay couple, married for 9 years. soklan 1: hubby's bad habit mase drive. hubby jawab langgar lampu merah n bad temper. wife jawab bad temper. ting ting 1 point. soklan 2: nak bawak wife bercuti gi mana? hubby jawab australia, wife pon sama. 2 points. soklan last: apa yg die imagine wife die akan jd 10 years dr skarang? this is the sweetest part, pay attention. hubby jawab: i imagine die akan jadi the same as she is today. dj tanye apa? hubby jawab: CUN MAAAAA! waaa die siap britau wife die lawa, figure still cantek cam dulu. waa switnye. (btw wife jawab: sama mcm skang- score!! dptla romantic getaway) swit tak hubby-of-9-years die? itula antara yg pompuan nak sgt - approval dr partner memaseng, and even more, sbb mamat tu lalak kuat2 on air mcm tu... waaa.. sgt sgt comel. mesti sume pompuan phm.. kan? need not la i say more kan?!

mooting. yeaaa! dah lepas n alhamdulillah berjalan dgn amat lancar. feedback yg dpt dr lecturer (yg jadi Yang Arif hari tu) dan peers sgtla memberangsangkan. quote daud: very impressive. sgt natural. waaa bes bes. mooting ni ade peer judgment. mksdnye kekwn ade bg markah over 40. alhamdulillah.. untungnye ade ramai kwn. esp. kwn2 baik mcm my 2 learned counsels, far n mazia, dan kekwn lain yg sgt2 supportive, ana, dod, elin, aniz, jaja, naem, yan, honey, etc etc. sayangnye kat korang. haha. pasni turn korang dpt support am lak eh?! heheh legenye... okla nak pegi print asgnmnt. tata sume. jgn lupe tgk final akademi fantasia dan votela utk khai n vince yg besh. eheh. sehingge menulis lagi.....

[vida: kaulah nyawaku]

gudmoning ppl. akum. bgn kol 5 arini. haha tetibe tersedar pastu tekejot sbb tido dgn lampu tak tutup dan huwaa tak gosok gigi. pas ckp ngan die smlm tros tido. sian gigi. bgn gosok kol 5, pastu segarla pulak. cheh. smlm tgk AF jerit2 as usual tak puas ati napela tak kuarkan makcik liza tu lagi. mmgla die cute (bolela.. cam elly mazlein sket), tp pakej macam tu dah melambak kat mesia ni. w'pon personally tak suke sahri tuh, tp mmg tak deny sore die power gile. vince mmg bes tapi saye suke khai suke khai. sore die cute. n nampak baik sgt die.. genuine je kalo senyum. hahaha.

mega sale. woohoo. aritu 1st aug gi midvaley ngan far. sebenanye lom officially setat lagi, tp ade aa kedai2 bijak yg dah mule. far tetibe nampak cam tak betol jek mate bersinar2. haha. arini nak kuar ngan ibu lak. hehe even better sbb bile kuar dgn yg bernama ibu atau bapa, tak yah kuar bajet sendiri. ahaks. errr nanti owg shopping ngan die eh? hehe.

heh baru bace kawanaku. latest post dr izyan cumil jek heading die. 'don't brother. i don't believe in love' ahaks cutenye. err becakap pasal love, nak dediket lagu ni to whom rase2 this song may concernslah. suke tetibe:
"if i had to live my life without you near me. the days would all be empty.
and the nights would be so long. with you i see forever oh so clearly. i might have been in love before. but it never felt this strong. our dreams are young and we both know. they'll take us where we want to go. hold me now touch me now. i don't want to live without you. nothing's gonna change my love for you. you ought to know by now how much i love you. one thing you can be sure of. i'll never ask for more than your love. nothing's gonna change my love for you. you ought to know by now how much i love you. the world may change my whole life through but nothing's gonna change my love for you" (insyaAllah) ahaks.

akhirnye dah siap written submission mooting. anta dgn penoh kelegaan dan puas ati. tula pasal tak penah serik wat keje last minit sbb alhamdulillah jadi gak. haha. next rabu baru the real thing. will be the 1st junior counsel. wpon 2nd mooter (bes sbb mcm debate kat stf dulu haha), tp debar gak sbb sampaikan appeal grounds yg plg crucial. samala cam debate dulu gak. abisla kene soal. haha. takpe. sape bace ni, doakan am, far dan mazia ok.

'being happy' and 'the power of your subconcious mind'. cara nak jadi hepi? yg plg penting ialah mix with happy ppl. baca buku ni (being happy) baru tahu yg kite punye subconcious mind ni penting sgt sbb die adalah bhgn besa otak. mcm iceberg, kite nampak yg kat atas tu je, sebenanye die punye foundation sgt besa kt bwh, dan mcm tula subconcious part of our mind. die ni trime input scr membute tuli. ape kite supply kat die, yg tu die akan register. camtula konsep hipnosis. bile kite hypnotized, akal sedar dah stop gune, maka akal luar sedar yg berperanan. pasal tu la kite bole tertipu oleh penghipnotize tu sbb apa yg die bgtau kite, e.g kite statute ke, britney spears ke, kite mesti percaya. haha. bes tak? tu pasalla.. kite kene kawal subconcious mind ni. e.g: before tido supply kat otak yg kite ni bes, baik, hepi, bijak.. makenye.. insyaAllah kite akan bgn tido esoknye dgn rase bes. nak hepi, think hepi. sungguh ni, sbb kan we are what we THINK we are. THINK tu la sebenanye subconcious mind. waaa suke! nak beli latter book tuh. sedap. ok nak siap. nak gi realisasikan purchasing power! yihaaa!

Ceritalah Lagi dengan tajuk: SI HITAM DAN SI GEMOK

ade sorang ni nama die Si Hitam. besfren die lak Si Gemok. diorg 2-2 ni tak betol sket. adela hari2 (ke tetiap hari eik?) yg akan rase hitam.. rase gemok. kekdg tu macam sesaje je sbb cam nak assurance each other. smlm Si Hitam kata kat Si Gemok, besnye kalo puteh cam ko. Si Gemok slalu heran sbb die rase Si Hitam tu puteh jek. pagi tadi Si Gemok cakap die nak body mcm Si Hitam. Si Hitam kata Si Gemok gile sbb die rase Si Gemok ok jek. comel bangat. esp utk seorg yg tetiap hari crave bavarian donut. haha. yg sebenanye, Si Hitam ngan Si Kurus ni kekdg ade masalah self esteem, gile haha, tapi nasib baikla ade besfren. Si Hitam n Si Gemok syukur sgt ade each other, utk support, naikkan esteem diri, bla bla. smlm akak bodyshop tanye kat diorg, "adek bradek ke?" diorg heran sgt nape org slalu kate camtu. esp sbb lain noo. maybe sbb close sgt kot, perangai lebey kurang. Si Hitam n Si Gemok berazam, pasni kalo ade org tanye camtu, diorg nak jawab, "yes, tapi bukan biologically" ahaks. tamatla cite Si Hitam n Si Gemok utk kali ni. nantikanla perkembangan lanjut. ade ke? haha.