remember me this way pliz...

kenapalah haai?! i'm the worst fren in the whole wide world. altho am slalu ingat yg am sgt cube cherish, appreciate, dan tunjukkan kat all my frens yg am sayang diorg, am telah abaikan seseorg yg sebenanye paling am care, sgt sayang, someone yg ade role yg sgt besar dlm idup am dr 2nd day kat estief sampai skang ni. sume tu berlaku di luar sedar hasil dari satu prasaan yg tak disuarekan tapi diterjemahkan melalui perbuatan ignorance dan menjauhkan diri. saye ignore prasaan die.. lalui idup mcm tade buat salah ngan sesape.. buat die tamau trust saya dah. id dear, kat blog ni am nak mintak ampun sangat sangat for sume mende. sume skali. ampun. kan kite penah ade theme quotation: "never let a dispute injures a great friendship". mmg takkan cukup ampun yg am mintak. tapi give me a chance ok. aku bukan nak prove kat ko yg aku sebenanye kawan yg baik, tapi aku nak baiki kesalahan aku, dan janji akan jadi kawan yang lebih baik. boifren saye kata yang saye adelah the most wonderful besfren, tapi then again, die boifren saye, tapi, makanye saye nak memenuhi expectation tuh, sbbnye, saye sgt sgt sayang sume kwn2 saye. sesape yg am dah hurt tanpa disedari, i'm so so so so so so sowey. saye manusia biase.. sgt sgt biase.. sgt sgt byk flaws.. sgt sgt slalu buat silap. kasikla am chance, id. waaa am sowey ok. sori gak kat sesape yg terase hati sbb am ni kekdg bole jadik secretive sgt.. bukan tamau share, tamau cite, tapi maybela kot.. ade masalah trust dlm diri ni. bukan salah org lain. mmg masalah kendiri. my bad. am sayang dan hargai sgt sume kekwn dr kecik sampaila besa, takle nak list sume tapinye u knowla who u r, thank u sgt, am sowey kalo tak tunjuk camne am sayang korang, dan appreciation thdp korang. maybe psl tula skang ni over appreciative kat my crowd yg skang ni.. utk tebus kesalahan2 kurang menghargai di masa silam, tapi nak korang yg am buat salah tuh tahu, am sowey sgt, am akan lebeh peka lepas ni. saye percaya, definisi kawan yg terbaik adalah bile die hepi utk kwn die, sukung kwn die, stand up for kwn die, dan kalo utk apa yg kwn die wat silap tuh, die takkan ckp "there.. i told u so" tapi akan tulung kesat air mata, pinjamkan peha tempat tido, bahu tempat nangis. saye sangke saya dah cube buat camtu, tapi tanpa kepekaan saye, saye rupenye tak buat camtu kat sume. hence, saye mintak ampon to all. sesape saje. remember me this way.. every now and then we find a special friend who never lets us down... who understands it all, reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend i have found... I know you can't stay, a part of you will never ever go away, your heart will stay.....
I'll make a wish for you, and hope it will come true, if life will just be kind, to such a gentle mind, if you lose your way,
think back on yesterday, remember me this way, remember me this way. I don't need eyes to see the love you bring to me, no matter where I go and I know that you'll be there forever-more a part of me and everywhere I'll always care..... and I'll be right behind your shoulder,watching you, I'll be standing by your side, all you do and I won't ever leave as long as you believe, you just believe.... I'll make a wish for you and hope it will come true, if life will just be kind to such a gentle mind, and if you lose your way think back on yesterday, remember me this way, remember me this way.