From The Beautiful Life of Am : )

akhirnye dah lepas criminal law smlm. sungguh berserabut memikirkan hal org gile religious cult follower bunuh org sbb die kata Tuhan suruh,org under delusion bunuh kawan die sbb die ingat kawan die harimau,nak pukul org lain kene org lain,org tipu harga roti etc etc haha pastu sume org nih mintak nak defences la pulak. menyemakkan kepala saje. takpe takpe dah lepas. kesian kawan am ni.. dod. tetibe tgh blaja kat library.. saket. then mlm tu jugak warded. sgt kesian tak dpt amik criminal.. penat blaja satu sem.. dalam usaha menggembirekan dod.. kamipon crash umah die smlm pas die dah discharged dari hospital kelang tuh. ramai2.. bawak vcd ali setan,bawak anggur byk2 pastu buat hingar kat situ. dod adalah sgt tabah,kalo am mesti terok,dod mmg camtu. iman penuh di dada insyaAllah. kalo org tak kuat jiwa ni,mende2 sketpon suke miserable, depress tak tentu hala, lepaskan kemarahan etc, tapi dod mmg bes. takpe dod,sume org tahu dod pandai.. Allah ada rancangan yang lebih baik.. mesti ade blessing in disguise seperti kata org tuh.. get well soon dod. tabik padaiyyappa skali.. cayang dod sgt2!

smlm gak gi bukit raja. pastu far nak beli lisptik maybelline diamond yg baru tuh. gi aa try2. skali tuh ana (akak die keje doktor kat hospital kelang yg sgt byk pesakit 'mungkin' sars) marah kitorang try2 lipstik di kala2 wabak sar di mana2 ni. pastu adalah sgt takut teros berlari gi toilet basuh basuh muke. haha. klaka klaka. far beli lisptik. rosy kaler die.. sgt comel. balik tu rase cam dizzy pastu cam nak kene flu. haha sgt takut. mkn panadol teros. tahpape.. hahaha..

'why me sweety?' sedapnye cite cine tuh. tgk wyg tuh dgn ana n far. bes bes. louis koo feveretku as usual sgt comel dan tak penah mengecewakan. watak utama:don dan ding ding. comel aa heroin tu,ade iras dan gaya dian sastro-comel tapi gile2 dan powerful. bes bes. cite tuh time klaka sgt klaka ana tahap tendang2 krusi depan, time swit sgt swit tahap kitorang menjerit, time sedeh sgt sgt sedeh tahap am n far nangis.. haha tahpape.. comel aa. cinte paling mencabar=bercinte dgn org yg ilang ingatan tetiap kali die rase cinte dalam hati die.. yang sedehnye die akan ilang ingatan kat org yg die cinta saje.. dan tetiap kali rase cinta.. laki tu pengsan, bile bangun tak ingat dah org yg die cinta tuh, terpakse jatuh cinte all over again (tahap kene ade note books utk mengingatkan diri, tatoo kat bahu tulis i'm ding ding's, gambar ding ding penuh satu bilik etc) sgt sedeh. sgt mencabar. tapi kesudahan yg indah. haha. kalo jumpe dream guy camtu.. yg sgt comel sgt baik sgt sesuai camtu.. worth it all la kot nak mencube dan mencube dan bersabar dan bertahan dan try yang sehabis boleh camtu.. but then again.. cakap memangla senang.. kan?

ade tak ayat2 yang sgt tak suke dengar org lain cakap? hahaha. am n far came out dgn satu list ayat2 yang kitorang tak suke. sgt jahat siap buat list. yang peliknye, ayat2 yg sama kitorang alergic.. haha.. kata kindred spirit. here goes:
1) panggil org 'kak long' .. haha.. kak long? plizla jangan panngil kak long.. hahahaha..
2) "merahnye mak ngah" haha aritu linda zul ade tego camtu before xm. nasib baik linda yang cakap kan far? kalo azli yg cakap camtu kite nak buat apa far?! kite tendang die!!!! (virtually la haha)
3) "lepas tu... three" hahaha yang ni am pon kekdg tempted nak jawab camtu tapi sgt tak suke sebenanye. tapi aritu org tu jawab camni gak kan? takpela.. die exceptional.. hehe..
4) "ya betul!" erk.. far.. napa jawab camni kat hazwan far? jgn far jgn.. haha angka-angka!
5) "jom gi together-gether" hehe rosyam's line dalam mariamariana2 kan? erm..
6) "assalamualaikum.. tak jawab dosa" haha saudara2,silela cari pick up line lain. sgt tahpape.. hehe.. sowey to say la..
----> itu je yang ingat tatkala ni. haha. sowey kalo ade sesape yg bace ni suke cakap camtu.. ni personal alergy am n far jek. hehe.

dapat kad gudlak xm dr ayin dearest arini. sgt sonok. sgt bes apa yin tulis.. "tiap usaha, kalo tak arini, maybe esok, atau mungkin luse, atau mungkin esok kpd luse, atau mungkin luse kpd luse, atau hari2 seterusnye, atau kalo takpon, kehidupan pas ni, pasti ada balasan sbb Allah jue yang Maha Tahu" hehe. jom kite chayo chayo ayin! cayang ko!

konklusi arini: idup sgt hepi, ingat kalo kite tak hepi ade org lain yg lagi susah so bersyukurla jgn suke depress2 sbb bile kite depress kite bawak org lain skali dlm kemiserablean kite sbb prasaan2 camtu mmg sgt contagious. sgt epidemic. kalo rase tak hepi share ngan org yg care, bukannye lepaskan rase marah tak tentu hala. kalo kite jatuh cinte kite kene rasional. kalo kite jumpe soulmate, kite kene bersyukur dan cherish. kalo kite sayang org kite kene tunjuk,celine dion kata dlm tell him "show him,of that much that can be shown". ermm.. dalam nutshell, idupla untuk apa yg ade skarang, sbb esok, luse, tahun depan, tahun 2006 (haha), belum tentu lagi.. tak dijanjikan.. maka kene cherishla apa yg ade skarang.. kan kan?

UNDERNEATH IT ALL
----> sgt suke lagu ni skang. sore gwen.. adalah sgt comel!!! addictive!
There's times where I want something more. Someone more like me. There's times when this dress rehearsal seems incomplete. But, you see the colors in me like no one else. And behind your dark glasses you're... You're something else. You're really lovely underneath it all. You want to love me underneath it all. I'm really lucky underneath it all. You're really lovely. You know some real bad tricks and you need some discipline. But, lately you've been trying real hard. And giving me your best. And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep that I've ever had. And when it's really bad I guess it's not that bad. So many moons that we have seen stumbling back next to me. I've seen right through and underneath and you make me better. I've seen right through and underneath. And you make me better. Better... better... For real, cuz underneath it all you are my real prince charming. Like the heat from the fire you were always burning. Anytime you're around. My body keeps staling for your touch your kisses and your sweet romancin'. There's another side of you which this woman here adore aside from your temper everything else secure you're good for me baby. Oh that, I'm sure
Cuz over and over again I want more. You've used up all your coupons. And all you've got left is me. And somehow I'm full of forgiveness. I guess it's meant to be..